Wearing my hand gloves and wrapping a cloth around my legs, I sit here in the class attending my extra winter lessons. This shiver in me and the cold breeze does nothing but reminds me of him. I remember the warmth in our hug, in his arms, whilst embracing him. Here, I sit and ponder about him making every tissue inside me content. I tried to stop myself from doing so, but couldn't help it! I recall the times which were similar to the present, though only on the outside and not on the inside.I remember how cold I used to get after our lessons got over. I waited for him on the staircase near the canteen and he came, looking at me as if I am the only person around.I recount the speed of our walks and the way he used to rub my hands to make'em warm. As I ponder upon it,I suddenly feel or perhaps just fantasized to feel his hug and how I thought that I would cry if I ever come across his arms now. I thought of his face when he smiled at me and said something sweet leaving a perpetuating effect in me. Whilst I think about it all, I feel a tear rolling down my right eye. It just feels as if he will be waiting for me inside the classroom after the bell rings. Thinking the same, I came out out of the class and stood still on the staircase. Imagining that he'll come to me, I stood numb at that place for about 10 minutes. Just then, my friend shouted at me, ordering me to move and bringing me back to my senses. I just realized that the exalt I was experiencing had receded my life long back and that he was not going to come to me anymore.I just couldn't react to my wonders and moved with my sister like friends to our homes.But one thing I am sure about is that no one can ever supplant his presence in my mind.
#missing #those #times #somuchlove #january <3