Drowning or falling? Floating or flying? Is it raining inside Or am I just crying? Is time moving slowly? Or just not at all? I want to stop climbing I long for the fall There's chaos in stagnance This silence is too loud I feel lost in solitude But smothered in a crowd The darkness is freeing The sun is too bright I just want to hide I thrive in the night Just leave me, I beg you It's too late for me now Don't leave me, I beg you I need you around When you're gone I'll be left here Alone with the sound Of choking on oxygen That can't be found Pick me up I'm falling d o w n
Tell me now, that it'll be okay, Tell me somehow, we'll find a way, Tell me it isn't a one way street, Tell me, please tell me, crossed roads will meet
An alcoholic’s daydream Became my neverending nightmare, And a pair of promising eyes Became my favorite little lie, And a mind put on hold Became the emblem of society, And the matrix of my life Became my own worst enemy.