Me or her
Choose
Before I lose it
Breakdown
I don't want
I'm jealous kind
I care for  you
Would you treat me right ?
Are you the
1 ?

moon
egg erupted
the sky's skin
the placenta a
high cloud
sheath

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too much light
for stars
the city's noise
drowning out the
music of the spheres

i wonder what
astrononomical
events we are missing

perhaps the
big dipper is
pouring heavenly water upon
the horsehead nebula

or orion
is touching
the cracking
moon
with
his

toe


SoulSurvivor
Catherine Jarvis
(C) October 6, 2014

You wanted me out of your life
You broke your promise
You broke my heart

After everything we've been through
you simply tossed it away
With cruel words and actions
You broke me down

You made your choice
you knew what you were doing
You left me there "bleeding"

You hurt me
And I'm still here reeling
in the aftermath destruction

I'm sitting here, Trying
Not to fall in the gaping hole
That you left behind

You left
when I needed my big brother the most

Its too late
to be looking back now.
its too late
for the I'm sorrys and apologies

So to Answer your question
YES
the door back in is really shut

and to answer your other question
NO.....

......I don't think It will ever open back up

She haunts my every thought, my mind and my soul. I wish I could tell her so she would also know.