No, I don't think
I have a smile
people are addicted to seeing,
and no,
I don't think
I'm your dream girl,
and no, I don't think
you'd get stuck on me.

but I do think
I'm worth your time,
and yes, I do think
I can brighten your day.
and while I have a tendency
to fall into insecure patterns,
I do happen to think
that I don't have to be pretty like them.
I can be beautiful
like me.

and I'm not the best,
but if anything,
I am beautiful like the stars.
dangerous if you edge too close,
scarred in a sense,
but whole entirely, even still.
I am strong,
lovely,
and ethereal.

I am worth every second
of the attention I so desire,
of the affection I so desire.

I am bright,
I am good,
I am sweet and kind,
and I am stronger
than I am given credit for.

Trapping myself in the bathroom
Because its the only time that I can cry
Nobody will assume
Leaving happy but oh, its just a lie

Lying down on my bed
While staring blankly on the walls
So many thoughts running inside my head
Will end up crying like its a waterfall

My heart never stopped shattering
Every hour and every minute of every day
This feeling is really unflattering
Can i just leave and go away?

I don't know what to do anymore
Can my feelings go away with the shore
So that at the end of the day
Finally I can say, I'm okay