Coko - Hello Poetry

Coko Mar 2016

50/50

There is a 50/50 chance I can get my heart broken
There is a 50/50 chance you can be the one for me
There is a chance I can hate you for life
There is a chance I may have you for life
There is a possibility you may grow tired of me
There is a possibility you may always want me

So many questions pop up when I think of your name
-Is he worth the risk?
-Is he being legit?
-Is he playing games?
- Why should I stay?

I try not to bring my past into the new
But with you, the answer isn't clear
I'm trying to separate the two
Because I could have something great with you
or not.....
It could be devastation with you
or not....
I'm at a fork in the road on this ride
So I'll flip a coin
and let fate decide

#love #broken #heart #past #decisions #choices #5050

Coko Mar 2016

Reasons

It's embarrassing to tell you how I really feel
It is scary to open up
I fear rejection and abandonment
I usually keep my feelings all locked up
But recently you made me crack
And I let my feelings known
I gave you 10 reasons why
I need to keep you close
So to keep the embarrassment going
I'll give you 10 more
10 more reason why
You're the man I choose

Its your voice I want to hear
Your text I want to read
Your lips I want to kiss
Your cheeks I want to touch
Your hand I want to hold
Your eyes I want to see
Your arm I want a hug
Your face I want to see
Your bed I want to lay
and your body next to me

#you #reasons

Coko Oct 2015

By myself

There are one hundred billion galaxies in our universe
500 solar systems in our galaxy
9 planets in our solar system
7 continents on our planet
3 countries on our continent
50 states in our country
3,100 cities in this states (Texas)
150,460 people in our city
And over 7 billion people in the world
But some how
Some way
I have managed to feel all alone
Alone in my thoughts
Alone in my dreams
Alone in the spaces in between
Alone around town
Even when people are around
I am pathetically alone
Mentally, Spiritually, Emotionally, and Physically
So I surround my self with new people
But for every new person I meet
And for every new friends I make
I feel
More
And more
Alone

#alone

Coko Oct 2015

Black Sheep

I'm the black sheep
I'm the outcast
And I'm the reason people don't come over to the house
I kick and I buck
I don't fall in line
Nothing I do is good enough for this family of mine

I once blended in
But then I got rejected
Slowly turning my life
In a different direction
I am the black sheep of my family of seven
I'm unique
Special
Distinctively Distinct
I am the peculiar one
The unusual one
The idiosyncrasy of the group

I am the daughter that can not be accepted
So I live in rejection

#lonely #rejection #family #unique #blacksheep #outcast

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