I knew
From the moment we met
That you were going to ruin my life
And I was going to let you
I knew
When you picked me up
Your arms wrapped around my body
With the intention of holding
That you were going to drop me
More than once
And I was going to let it happen
See the thing is
You could break both of my legs
Shatter my bones
Into a million pieces
And I would still find a way
To come crawling back to you
Knees bloodied,
Hands torn from the pulling
I’ve never been one
For giving up easily
You could effortlessly
Take my heart and crack it open
Drink its contents
Throw the rest away
And I would still somehow attempt
To give you the remains
Call me selfless
But I am used to giving parts of myself
And receiving nothing in return
You could tie my tongue
My lips, my teeth
Split them into surrender
Into a foreign language
And I would still manage
To cough up your name
I have never learned release
Or let go
I only know stay
You could leave
One hundred times
And I would still wait for your return
With patience
Because kissing without permanence
Is like loving without memory
There is no purpose
If there is nothing to come back to
No reason in attempt
If it is bound to be forsaken
You had no intention
Of staying
This was something I knew
From the moment we met
That you were going to leave
And I was going to let you.