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2.6k · Sep 2018
counting
ciara Sep 2018
and i just casually count the minutes
from when we last spoke and i
count
count
count
and the number gets bigger,
bigger.

im too scared to answer
if i answer
i have to lie about how i don't love you
so i
count
count
count
count my life away.
the minutes stays at
one.
and i give in.
2.0k · Sep 2018
hurrines
ciara Sep 2018
violent winds and
silent storms
don't compare to the hurricanes
you give me
989 · Sep 2018
infinite
ciara Sep 2018
and I could live a thousand lifetimes giving away
all of myself just to make room
for an infinite you.
954 · Sep 2018
Sunrise
ciara Sep 2018
Tomorrow is another sunrise
and I will not waste more memories
looking for sunlight that never comes
like broken glass on a beach,
sun is meant to be reflected
at tides that give you peace
and no longer will i capture
essence of my thoughts and
bottle it.

no longer will I keep back words
aching to escape my mind because
I am the glass that reflects off
my own tide and who would I be
to turn of the sun for others
desperately seeking their own sunrise?
874 · Sep 2018
whole
ciara Sep 2018
if you're sick i'll die
and let you take my soul,
rip myself apart
just to make you whole.
697 · Sep 2018
dead
ciara Sep 2018
i'm ******* sick
sick
sick
of the way you make me feel.

i don't know who i am
am
am
or if i'm even real.

i can't stop loving you
you
you
you're stuck inside my head.

i don't know what to do
do
do
maybe i'm better dead.
571 · Sep 2018
abrasive
ciara Sep 2018
the kind of love you had for me was abrasive,
and ive never enjoyed being worn down so much.
238 · Nov 2018
again
ciara Nov 2018
i don't know whether or not to erase you from me
or me from myself

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