and if we are not suposed to be toghether why aren't we suposed to be apart ..
I want to escape the reality to be with you in my dreams ..
Don't want to know where you are 'cause you are not here with me ..
I've listen and said nothing
I've talked and said less
I've screamed and didn't cry..
If love goes only away with hate than hate goes only away with love
the emptiness you left
is not going to fill with joy
i'm standing alone
without your love ...
I like you more than I should
And that little more that I do
Is hurting a little bit too
Started not to give a **** but still want you back in my life
Sometimes you cant do anything you sit there and watch your life as it where a musical with drama and music sometimes with sadness
And if i were a flower would you pick me up
Or would you leave me on the grass
And if i were a cup of coffee would you drink me up
Or would you leave me until i'm cold
And if i were a sweater would you wear me
Or would you go without me
And if i were a pen would you write with me
Or would you refuse to write
You were the goodbye my heart didn't want to say..
where should I start and where I'm going to end someday ?
A poet is a great friend..
Cause' he understands emotions..
All the sweet talk meant nothing too you
Once the girl you wanted
And now not even enough to ask how i am
A long time ago I let my love go
Go to the place I couldn't follow
The place i couldn't reach
I couldn't reach ..
I knew it was trouble to fall in love
I knew it wouldn't work out
But although all this problems of society that are keeping us apart it is you who makes me swallow my pride
Untold love story..
And in the end we are alone in the dark
With our hope
And even i knew you weren't the one for me I treated you like you would have stayed for ever
As people get to talk and i'm going to listen i just want to move on..
As she was filled with the worries of the universe the universe was filled with her grace
I asked for help, not for much just for a tiny favor..
No, I wasn't dissapointed that you didn't help
Amazed that I believed you would care
Nevertheless if you need help please ask someone else ..
A good poem is a writers death..
between i want to marry you one day and i will sent you to hell
i feel blessed to have all my beloved people around me
even blessed for the haters 'cause they give so much passion to their hate that make us grow !
My body is shaking
Shaking of fear that
did i deserve to be happy ?
like everybody else does ?
if it was destiny to meet
i will never know
if it was hope to fell in love with you
i will never know
Yet we are all different and still so simillar
In our dreams we can be everything
We can be nice or mean
We can be kings and queens
We can be nerds or punks
We can be happy..
Our feelings found an end before the beginning ..
And in the end of the Day nobody knew what battles she's been through
Every song and every poem feels like you could have been for me ..
as fear stops me to tell you that ..
i love you ..
i will still do my best to protect you ...
The fear to lose everything you ever wanted... the fear to lose the love you gave to me so I'm going to lock every single memory deep in my heart
that feeling you gave me once is that feeling that never died ..
tell me when are you free
when are you going to be free
free from all the anger and depressions
I gave my all to you
Can i get a part of you in return?
To keep my dreams a life
happy birthday they said to me
it would be the best day they said to me
they didnt know they ruined my birthday
cause they couldnt let go their own problems for one day
just for me
just because i did it all the time doesnt mean they have to put me first
hate destroyed people
it destroyed homes
it destroyed lifes
it destroyed you
it destroyed me
it destroyed society
he wasn't my type, no
he said things i didn't want to hear, yes
he was everything i ever wanted, yes
he was everything i was afraid to lose ..
He kissed me like he couldn't live without her
He touched her like she was his universe
But he couldn't tell her how much he felt for her
The way he comes in smiles and leaves ..
The way he tries not to look but does ..
The way we connect and still be so far away from each other ..
The way he maybe never feel like me ..
But still it is the way he makes me feel ..
one day maybe ..
How do you help somebody who doesn't want help..
But screams without voice for help
he said "look at the picture she is the devil that makes me weak"
she said "why"
he replied "because she makes me sin"
she looked at the picture and saw herself
looked at him and kissed him
Hiding you scars is like hiding your problems
But the scars remind you of the biggest problem you have
That you cant trust anybody...
Thinking about cutting why?
how do i live with this memories of you
they are bitter sweet and killin' me ..
how do i forget this kiss ..
I never felt more alive
Alive like a new born child
What i never did before was smiled
I know you smiled at me
I dont know what you thought ...
I know you feel something for me
I dont know if it is enough ...
I know so much
And in the end i dont know anything
i love you now
maybe not forever
but does this really matter ?
i love you for who you are
and not for who you could be
i love you and thats it
is it as hard for you as it is for me
the silence and the fear
to be there and not here
the drop of the tear was near
and still we are here in the same year