I kicked the edge
of the coffee table
with the top of
my small toe.
And then I thought of you.
I dropped that glass
But nearly caught it
with my then glass
Shard filled hand.
And then I thought of you.
Knicked the edge of
my Razer against the
Contour of my face
while my blood filled
the rest of the mirror.
And then I thought of you.
But when I nearly
cut myself in half
with that old ax
And dead tree,
I didn't think of you.
You don't want me dead,
Just alive enough to feel the pain,
because when you're dead you can't
feel dead,
when you're living
Sometimes it's all you can feel.