She smells like marmalade
and Christmas trees.
She cuts her heart
where she places her knees.
She smokes in the park,
under the skating skies.
She makes me upset
and sometimes I make her cry.
Over in the dark,
she plays in the snow.
And if she feels cold,
I touch her chest
but I don't know.
Bask in the bark:
our names on a tree.
Carved with the knife
that she swung at me.
She says she's drowning in my ocean,
but I feel no emotion.
Her words suggest our bond
is as strong as a noose.
But she only loved me
when I was something to lose.