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Am Too perverted
to be converted
And
too averted
to be reverted

I'm too deserted
to be patted
but ain't gutted
albeit unwanted
"look out! the killer's around!" is what they say.
"look out! the killer is near!" is what they shout.
"look out! the killer has a knife!" is what they warn.

i don't really get it. i don't have a knife yet i think as if i'm killing myself. i'm not dangerous to be feared, nor psychotic to terrify people.

the thing is, i am scared of myself. dangerous thoughts linger longer than time.

people may see me normally in their eyes. but when i look at myself in the mirror, i see differently.

in my eyes, i am the killer. not the one who kills other people with force but rather someone who kills herself with her thoughts.

thus, the most dangerous killer in this world, is no other than one's self.
she's a raging storm,
he's a calm summer weather.
not destined to be.
Weak just to love you,
but strong just to protect you.
Just to be with you.
With this vast world we live in,
nothing seems to last forever.
Countless people come to and fro,
but only few have given me shelter.

It was you who first stepped in,
made me feel things I never knew would matter.
Back then you were the stars to my dark sky,
thank you for making it brighter.

You were the first to ever look past my flaws,
and embraced me in your arms tighter and tighter.
The first to love me as someone special,
and the first to let me experience such closure.

You were a knight in shining armor,
you were my knight and at the same time my armor.
But then, slowly and slowly, you began backing down,
and rust seem to slowly and slowly engulf the armor.

You showed me your love in sweet small ways,
but as time passed they turned smaller and smaller.
Such sweet simple gestures turned so small that even my heart,
it cannot feel them any longer.

Throughout the time we've been side by side,
only few memories were shared from one to the other.
But my mind and heart cannot lie,
that I am grateful for all the times we were together.

An us may no longer be,
but I know this is for the betterment and sake of each other.
With us now in our separate ways,
there is now room for growing and flourishing in the future.

Words cannot fathom enough how I am thankful,
for the little infinity we've had together.
Within numbered days you have had given me forever,
and for that I am truly grateful.
He's always there
I have no privacy.
My life is full of him
I'm never alone anymore
I cry from the headaches it gives me.
But losing him would be worse
I love him more then privacy.
I love him more than anything
What I don't get
Is why he loves me.
I look through his phone
I grab his ***
I always look ugly but he tells me I'm beautiful.
I'm a mess
And he loves me.
Maybe it's because I'm always there for him.
Maybe it's because when he's going through hard times
I always make sure he's taken care of.
I love him
And he loves me just the same.
And if we don't end up together
It'll be a waste of an amazing relationship
And years of my life
But i will never regret the effort
The love
The affection
The time
The money
And the care
That i gave him.
No...
That will never be a waste.
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