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Cameron Scholes Nov 2019
When you smile,
You warm the hearts of the coldest thugs,
And give comfort,
To the little boys needing hugs,
You light up the room,
It’s never a sad moment,
When you smile.

When you laugh,
Birds sing in unison,
Baby’s stop crying,
You lift up the spirits of everyone blessed to hear it,
There’s not a frown in sight,
When you laugh.

When you dance,
You rewrite the rhythm,
Everyone dances to your beat,
They all follow you as you move you feet,
There’s not a song I hate,
When you dance.

When I hold you,
There’s no place I’d rather be,
But I could be anywhere,
As long as it’s you and me,
I fall in love a little more,
When I hold you.
Cameron Scholes Jan 2019
You don’t know how much you mean to me. How much you help my mind, body and soul. I won’t say your name because you know who you are. I doubt you’ll ever even see this. But I need to get it off my chest. Plus if I say your name and how I feel it makes it very real. Because I shouldn’t be feeling this way this quick. It doesn’t make sense. But I know you don’t feel the same so what’s the point. You’re the only one that makes me feel comfortable. The only one that wants me to come out more. It just feels like everyone hates me. Everyone but you. Well. It feels like you do sometimes. But hey. What can I do about it. Everyone hates me in the end. I hate me so I don’t blame them. But I just don’t know what I would have done without you. So thank you. You mean a lot. And I mean it. I can feel myself tearing up. I think I’m finally gonna cry. The first time since the first day of getting here. She was scared this was gonna happen. She always said she was right. I should have listened haha. But I do care about you. Maybe too much. I just wanna kiss you on the head and cuddle up with you. But I can’t because I know you don’t want to. And it kills me. But I just have to get on with it. So I will.
I just wish I could tell you how I feel.
Cameron Scholes Dec 2018
Drink and drugs drown the sorrows,
They numb the pain
The hole that stops me
Feeling whole at night
Alone

Longing for your presence
Hoping to wake up next to you
Seeing the life in those eyes
Filling mine with hope

Maybe tomorrow
Maybe.
You’re my sunflower. My best friend.
Cameron Scholes Sep 2018
I want to do it
But I don’t want them to hear
They’d finally hear the pain
The screaming
And crying
The pain I feel
In my core
The one I wish to leave
The one that makes me want to die
**** it
Cameron Scholes May 2017
I feel empty inside
I wish I'd died
When you left
The world is grey
There is no joy
I've lost my light
And now there's nothing
But eternal night.

I will wait around forever
For you
No matter what you do
Or say
I'm here to stay
I want to die. That's all there is to it.
Cameron Scholes Apr 2017
Its 01:19
I hear nothing but my heart
This is the loudest silence
It speaks more than words could
Its peaceful
Its nice
I have purpose
A light in my life
I'm finally happy
Good night.
Cameron Scholes Apr 2017
I'm broken,
Wrists open,
Hoping for home,
But I'm too far gone,
To know where that is.
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