I've left myself empty,
By helping everyone I know,
And now I need to build,
But don't know where to go.

I can finally see,
What i need to do,
I need to care about me,
More than I care about you.

Come lay with me,
You are a necessity,
I want to feel you,
While it is just us two.

I wish I could put into words,
The love I feel,
You don't give me butterflies,
You give me hummingbirds.

Some nights I want to drive,
Just crash my car and hope to die,
I don’t know why.

Some nights I want you,
So I can hold you and cry,
I don’t know why.

I just need someone to talk to
They don’t care, nobody at all
I just need someone to call
They have their own life
I just need someone to tell me to put down the knife
Stop being over dramatic
I just need someone.

i'm sat in the dark all alone,
in my room back at home,
i cant live away,
what can i say,
i want to end my life,
like i want to end the day.

I want to die,
But I want to live forever,
I break down and cry,
Wishing I hadn’t seen your face,
Not once,
never.

I want to leap from the highest point,
And crawl to the deepest hole,
You were like a life checkpoint,
The next chapter,
Making my life whole.

I want to die,
But not forever,
Just to see what it’s like,
I wouldn’t want to leave you forever,
I wouldn’t do that,
never.

I will wait around forever,
For the chance to finally get her,
And be able to make her mine,
I will wait forever,
For the time.

I will wait around forever,
For the late-night plans,
And the chance to hold your hand,
I will wait,
For the chance to get down on one knee,
So that you and me can be.

I want to text you this at 2A.M,
But I promised you I’m over it,
I think about you now and again,
And love you just a little bit.
 
I want die,
But I want to live forever,
I break down and cry,
Wishing I hadn’t seen your face,
Not once,
never.

I want to leap from the highest point,
And crawl to the deepest hole,
You were like a life checkpoint,
The next chapter,
Making my life whole.

I want to die,
But not forever,
Just to see what it’s like,
I wouldn’t want to leave you forever,
I wouldn’t do that,
never.
 
I feel so much for you,
Even though I lie and say no,
But I don’t know what to do,
Because if I come clean,
Then you’ll know.

How much of a **** I am,
That I said what it took,
And tried what I can,
To get you back,
With no luck.