I am nothing I have nothing I was born nothing and I will always be this way I can never change what I am but I will be better than you for you are below me you are less than nothing but we are the same we strive to have more and be better but we never will be we will only get worse than nothing and when we finally see what we have done there will be no turning back we will sink deeper into our nothingness and once we are all gone we will ask why and we will never find the truth and we will be stuck with our nothingness
You are nothing but so am I

Is this life real do we have control over what we do when we say I love you is it the truth why do we say one thing then do another why do we hate some and  adore others do we have control over who we are
I'm stumbling over my words I don't what I'm doing any more some one tell me what and who is real I can't handle anymore of THIS

I can no longer fight for I have lost all sight of what is truly right I feel a sickness coming over me like no other so cold and yet I sweat my body numb I know I'm alive be look dead to some no longer can I walk words unheard can not talk if there is a god show me my door for I fight no more

I drink to find the answers if I get to the bottom of the flask I'll get what I need to keep going just one more and I know it will tell me if I stop now I'll never know if I don't have one more it will never become clear just one more and I'll learn the truth the reason why she left