I claw at my skin,
The blood seeps out,
And it feels good.
I claw at my arms,
The blood creeps out,
And it feels sweet.
I claw at my chest,
The heart beats out,
And it feels alive.
The blood seems to wash away the pain.
The blood seems to leave a different stain.
I long to feel.
I want to feel.
Not sadness,
Not happiness,
Just feel.
The torn skin understands me.
The broken heart listens to me.
The blood is there for me.
And it feels beautiful.
It feels destined:
My pain and I.
The blood mixed with the tears I cry.
It's love at first sight,
That first draw of blood.
The skin under my nails,
The blissful feeling of release.
Only you can make me feel like this,
And I love it.