Untamed and Unfolding
Invisibly,
Hidden with false smiles.
Unrevealed,
So much concealed,
And that isn’t how it should
Be.
WARNING SIGN.
SAVE YOURSELF.
RUN.
No one on the outside
Ever knew what
Was hidden beneath.
ALL IS SUNNY
ON THE EXTERIOR
OF A WHITE WOODEN FENCE.
Rain poured continuously,
BEHIND THE CAGE.
Is this the life you want?
ASK YOURSELF.
I DID.
Instability lingering like a wet sleeve,
No rain coat could ever repel…so you just grieve.
Sitting in the dark,
Feeling, breathing…
To be real.
Are we ever?
SCORNED FOR FEELING.
EXCUSE ME FOR LIVING,
BREATHING.
NO LONGER,
Felt like a human being.
Cracked eggshells line
A spotless floor.
Just me in the stillness,
Always.
When do you really find
What so many others
Seem to hold near?
This is the only place
To truly just let go
And be…
Releasing in poetry.
Love it when
The rain pours
In the middle of the night,
Used to walk on wet concrete
In the dark of night,
Looking up at stars
On an all-to-clear night.
You were there,
But I always felt alone.
Watched the house lights of
The place we shared…
In the distance
As you continued your passions
For hours,
Didn’t look up once-
Notice that I walked
Out the front door
Right next to you.
Did you forget that
Something was missing?
Just me.
A PERSON.
MADE INTO A THING.
As you played the
Good guy,
With lies told to friends and family
As I sat silently
Trying not let it affect me.
The funny thing is,
It didn’t shake me
When it ended.
I FELT AND FEEL
NOTHING.
NO SADNESS.
FREE.
SIX sleepless months
Where I feared
You would find me.
Now, I try to tell myself
That not every man
Is like you…
That is the only
Sadness I feel.
This poem is basically a reflection of a toxic relationship I was in for 8 years. Real feelings released...