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Aug 2015 · 567
leave
Brenna Cline Aug 2015
I'm trying
not to see your eyes in his
I'm trying
not to remember that whole summer
I'm trying
to believe it was sincere
I'm trying
to comprehend my thoughts
and not doubt yours
I'm trying
to grasp a new cure
for the loneliness

But it's not fair
to lie to the stars and the sun
That what we were I'll never understand

I'm trying
to see that leaving was the best choice you had ever made
Aug 2015 · 538
Blue
Brenna Cline Aug 2015
Because pain is beauty
and there's nothing that kills me more
than the color of your eyes
the color is fixed in my head, and the subtle gleam replays in my memory.
Aug 2015 · 384
uneasy
Brenna Cline Aug 2015
Good days come
and bad days pass
you realize now
everything starts too fast
Life goes on without a care,
I try to forget,
I'm still and I stare
But for you I wish no anguish,
just a heart filled with peace
and as the painless days go by,
one night they finally cease
You lay there in the darkness
with a pillow and a sheet
the blankets start to choke you,
as the room fills with heat
And you wonder to yourself
why'd I ever let her go
the cycling hits hard
as the answers you'll never know
But when time went by
soul remaining untouched,
you drowned your sweet angel
now you miss her too much.

— The End —