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kyle Shirley Oct 2017
Some people are not meant to find happiness.
they're not meant to have joy every day of their lives.
Some are meant to be built up with pain and anger, to finally rise up from depression on their own, and seek what truly is their bliss in life.
*I am not one of these people... But I'm working on it.
kyle Shirley Jan 2015
Would if I could.
I love her, but can never have her.
She wanted the cliche lifestyle house, kids, settle down... I wanted to do what I want when I want... and now I do. She found some one to give her an ivory tower, as I sit and  watch her, would like nothing else but her. Shes not happy, I can see it in her eyes. And she can see no matter how much strange I get, money/ cars I have It wont be enough to fill the void of unhappiness. Strange isnt it? We both wanted things when we were with one another and now we have what we wanted and all we want now is each other... life is just a fickle ***** like that... you ask and shall receive... but for a price. I wonder if she still thinks about me like I think of her? I wonder if she sees that Im close by to protect her whenever she needs me... its make believe I guess. Hunny I would if I could, but your untouchable now.
kyle Shirley Aug 2015
When I think of you, I think of him.
My body shakes with anger, life gets grim...

If our relationship were a game, it would be basketball, last shot was just off the rim. With two seconds left, I just fall.

You think of me as just a friend,
You come around like a bad habit.
This is no fairy tale, like peter ******* rabbit.

You dont get to just not hurt,
When all I feel is pain and despair.
You only feel better because your a cute flirt.
This cant be real, life is just not fair.

You want the real poet? Stick around baby girl, I just might show it!
Love is like a game, and im stuck in it.
But this time now,
you will feel the shame.

You say your on an adventure, but also still a rock? Cant you see that rocks dont move, faded memories of you looking like 2pac.

Learning and trying real hard to be myself.
But the future is hard when iv put you on the tallest shelf.

One day I hope you come back and see me.
For one day ill be better,
Your smell still lingers from my favorite sweater.
Hope your dreams come true. ill see you around, one day when your downtown
kyle Shirley Jun 2019
Her voice is all I heard
our outlook for us is blurred
It's the road to travel and meet you is far
Yet this connection we have is bizzare
Your cute, funny and so smart
Knocked me off my feet from the start

You make me smile it's all warm and fuzzy
Can't wait till some day you call me lovey
It's fast, this pace we have, I know
But like swimmers we brace for undertow

One chance is all I need
I'll be your shining knight on his steed
Rushing to your beck and call
I'll be there for when we both fall...

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