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  Sep 2014 Bipolar Hypocrite
Aquinas
Where are my thoughts?
And where is my head?
I'm filled with static channels instead

I feel no heartbeat next to my ribs
As if cold metal replaced my limbs

How do I get off this drug?
And give up lackadaisical hugs?
When I'm a television set
Repeating reruns until death
Blue skies,
Green grass,
Pink flowers,
Red roses. 

White sheets,
Pale walls,
Cream lamps,
Oak boards.

Teal bands,
Purple earrings,
Orange dress,
Red bracelets.

Pink lips,
Olive skin,
Auburn hair,
Grey eyes.

There are so many colors,
 but the one,
that matches my soul,
 are all,
The Black paintings,
Of the world.
There might be more to love: the emptiness when one part of your family is gone, and only then do you realize you need them.
Cry
When someone doesn't cry,
When they should,
They aren't strong,
But simply weak.
They are just so afraid,
Of showing their tears,
To the world
I miss him so much
It's sad,
How I can only get the words
'I Love You'
When I'm not sober,
But badly drunk.
And you end up thinking,
I don't.
And I try so hard,
To tell you,
But fate thinks otherwise.
But I do love you, so much, it hurts.
I am all holes.
I have been shot so many times,
That I feel numb.

So shoot me, once again.
It will hurt, but I've learnt to love the pain
~~ Tell me you love me~~
If you don't then lie
~~Lie to me
~~
Some of us are just that desperate.
His fingers,
Traced down,
The permanent ink,
Stained all over her body.
 
She smiled,
At the feel,
Of his unique,
Touch.
 
But even she knew,
Beneath the pleasure,
Of their skin in contact,
He was searching.
Searching for something more,
For their unsure love.
 
He branched his fingers,
Over her fragile body,
Wanting to know,
If this was right,
If she was worth it.
 
He then pressed his lips,
Against hers,
And the sparks were flying,
Just like the first.
 
Yet she knew,
He was distracting her.
His fingers and eyes,
Had hints of only lust.
 
Even if his hands,
Were running up her spine,
She could picture,
His hands doing the same to another.
 
She refused to cry,
At least she was one,
Of the many,
He probably had.
 
As much as she wished,
There was no proof,
But only an abundance,
Of possibilities.
 
Still, she was under the impression,
He might have love for her.
 
But he was now questioning,
If she was his pretty face,
Or something more?
 
The light they had,
Seems to drift away,
But he doesn’t want to let go forever,
Not just yet.
 
He slowly whispers,
“I Love You,”
But she can see right through.
So many secrets, it hurts.
 
Tears break the spell,
Falling down her once rosy cheeks.
She thought he loved her,
Once.
 
He doesn’t notice,
Since she is too damaged,
She cannot speak.
He only kisses her deeper,
But with no emotions,
This burns her to the core.
 
She stays still,
Letting him play with her body.
This is the only way,
To show him she’s in pain,
But it only makes him deepened the pleasure.
 
If only she was prettier,
Nicer, better than the rest,
Then maybe, just maybe,
He could find the heart to love her.
 
Neither was sure,
If they chose the right path,
So instead,
They both are hurting bad
Might not be my best, oh well. It was worth a try:)
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