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Bella-Lee Oct 2022
He is spicy with his words
Sharp sense of wit
Soft like the taste of capsicum
He when to buy jalapeños
But the shiny thing he came back with
Im sure is not a jalapeño
For a jalapeño
Is not something you get on one knee for
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
Judging eyes,
On how I dress.
Little do you know,
The feelings I repress...
Oh I can use my body,
In anyway to express.
Cause in my head,
My life's a f**king mess...
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
You brought me to life,
While I was losing my breath.
You made me feel whole,
When I was greeted by death.
When it's my lips you kiss,
We both hold our breath.
Not just kissing me,
But kissing with death.
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
They say they know me,
When they only know what they want to see.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Sometimes it's weird...
I don't feel like sleeping yet I'm tired,
and I feel as though this is the way my brain is wired.
I don't want another "distraction",
I'm not just into physical or mental attraction.
Maybe I just want someone to call again, when I'm alone and sad and all.
Sit up with me late at night,
and wait till we fall asleep like a flickering light.
To wait and watch eyes that flutters,
down to a close like the wings of butterflies.
I just want a white dove,
to fly down and teach me peace and love. And how to wait for someone,
and not be so f**king dumb.
But I just want it, and I crave that.
As much as I can't have it yet,
makes me jealous to think I'm the one who's late for it.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
It's the job,
Its the friends.
Oh so thats why youre such a ***?
This just a means to old ends.
It's the family,
Its the money,
So that's the reason for your stupidity?
Everything just seems so funny.
It's me?
No, it's you.
Well if you'll leave me be?
I'll be happier, that's one thing true.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Good girls and bad guys,
Make up perfect lies.
No one knows what's true,
Their trust in now through.
Bella-Lee Sep 2019
Life is full of high and low,
Ups in down.
Sometimes things just flow,
Others, my smile is a constant frown.
And these emotions that I show,
Help me find, myself to be found.
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
Loves never left me this bitter,
Sitting next to you is giving me jitters.
This summer's becoming the coldest winter,
Trying to save ourselfs from all the shivers.
And here I am,
The loneliest sinner.
Floating up into the atmosphere,
Some where away from here.
Where I can't breathe,
Cause I can't sleep,
And I can't eat,
Even when I'm on my own two feet.
I need to get away,
Where I feel safe I can stay.
Somewhere I belong.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Some experience it,
In death.
Some experience it,
In life.
But losing a friend either way,
Causes apart of life to die.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
I think it's hard to say I love you,
To someone and know what it means.
Cause you won't find it anywhere,
Not in any book hidden in the seams.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
It's hard to choose someone,
Someone to mean and be everything.
Because sometimes they will be there,
Then the memory of them is slowly fading.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Family is the only love I see and know
It’s etched into our heart and into our soul
A mother, a son, a daughter, a friend
These are the things that make hearts feel whole.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Everyone’s been in love at least once,
They say love is the most dangerous drug.
You become irrational and that firm grip on reality
Flies out the window when you grip on for a hug
Don’t deny it, we both love and hate
It’s written in the blood we all shed
Love we show and all makes us human
Or we are better six feet under… Dead.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Whether we will ever like it or not
And our love is for our family or someone else
We all suffer the loss of someone we love
And so slowly you loss that part of yourself
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Hold them in comforting arms one last time,
Still begging this won't ever be the very last.
Without them then life will surely fall apart,
And into the sea beating hearts shall be cast.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
Words will engrave into the minds memory,
And etching too much on to a concrete stone.
Name. Age. Date. Date. Beloved and lovely,
Your words echo like feedback from a phone.
Bella-Lee Oct 2019
If it was everlasting, why did they have to go?
With loss you cry because that’s all you’ve known
Feelings linger and you are ever still in love,
Yet again your thoughts will leave you alone down those feeling they will shove
Bella-Lee Jan 2020
And can I love,
When the only one I love is YOU?
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Can I say I love you?
I'm not very sure.
I've been hurt before,
That much is true.
I really love you,
But I'm not sure too.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
I crave a love so pure,
My heart melts to gold.
I have found him,
My heart now sold.
He is my future,
My one and only.
All my cards out,
To him I love you I told.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
The first one was my galaxy,
Cause his sister's name was Star.
He told me that he loved me,
The way he left is going to scar.
The second caused me pain,
For he left me in the pouring rain.
He told me that he loved me,
But needed to leave me...
Now the though of being Eriks Ariel,
Is never going to let me be.
Cause I set him free,
Knowing I loved him,
more than I could see.
I've feel like I've been hexed
By the wicked witch under the sea
A little I wrote after my first two relationships and trying to allow someone in... Now I'm kinda confused with everything
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
Poems if sung,
Have the potential to be lyrics.
You if being yourself,
Have the potential to be loved.
Melodies are melodies,
Doesn't matter what a few people think...
One person out there will love it,
And will love your melody written in your stories.
Don't give up! Be yourself, love yourself, and everyone who sees your beauty will love you for yourself!
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
I love you
Under a lovely night sky
We made love
And stars shinned more
Bella-Lee Sep 2019
I want to hold you heart,
In the palm of my hands.
Midnight drives in your car,
Discovering unknown lands.
Hold me in close tonight,
And never let go.
Let our hearts take flight,
To the love we both show.
Cause you oh know,
I ain't ever letting go.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Grab both my hands and hold me close,
Even thought I know you love me most.
Don't you ever in forever let go of me,
My eyes and heart in sync I can finally see.
And if I can't have you forever,
Then death do us part shall work.
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
You see im broken,
In my words unspoken.
My world is crashing and burning,
More imperfections I'm only just learning.
I'm still together in a figure,
Just waiting for my mind to mature.
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
When we kiss,
He smiles and looks at me with adoration.
Oh and his lips?
I don't know what they taste like.
Of course I've kissed them,
I just pay attention to the softness.
And yes I let him,
Kiss me.
Yes he promised me forever,
I'll love him for ever and ever,
But Idk if he meant it...
I could have said yes, no or maybe,
But we're only sixteen.
I want to marry him,
Maybe it's all a dream.
I love him, he knows it. We have a future planned, all planned out him and I. We have promised eachother forever... but we're only sixteen... is that wrong?
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Slow beat,
Just like your heart
beat.
Few words,
Mean a lot like your
words.
Mellowed tunes,
Soft and slow like your
lips so tender.
Bella-Lee May 2022
To feel lyrics and music,
Like a soundwave carressing your soul.
To remember memories,
Like a wash of water over your skin.
How one key can make you regret,
And that another can make you wish.
Melodies of memories.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
There are little people in my head and I can't help it if I meltdown,
Their voices are triumph and I feel like I'm dead i know I'm not the one running this town.
I wish I was in control,
But I'm not and now you know.
I need something to make me feel whole,
Maybe I can stop crying then...
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
This is not something I choose,
I need help with midnight blues
I need help to keep on my smile,
Knowing this might take a little awhile
But that is not new news

I keep to myself
But i keep falling and falling and falling in deeper
Bunch over myself
I can't control tears from falling and and falling and falling down further
Soon I will have cried myself,
A river...

Sooner or later I'll have myself a river
Blue, lovely and pretty
Lately all those boys are flowing
down on a boat,
Guided by someone else's hands
Caring to much when I shouldn't
But when I don't it hurts
Just posted a few for right now :) sorry for being so depressed all the time...
Bella-Lee May 2020
I shower at midnight,
Cause it's quieter that time.
And as the water falls off my shoulders,
My quiet mind beings to rhyme.
No paper to record it,
It's better for the mind.
To let go of something to the water,
A bad memory to never again find.
Bella-Lee Oct 2020
Putting miles on the dash,
Or maybe I wanna be on it.
My life's in front of my eyes, flash
Maybe I just need you in it?
Bella-Lee Jan 2020
To find sanity in the insane,
And clarity in the opaque.
The human mind,
Is a wonderful place...

To find rarity in the worthless,
But endorphins amongst the common.
Is something our bodies,
Could never take to believe.

Kindness in the poorest places,
And love in this loveless world.
Shows our beating heart,
How bewildered we really are.
Bella-Lee Apr 2020
When I let you down,
Please get up.
You're always right,
I'm always wrong.
My heads spinning around,
Please just wait for me.
Don't make me move,
Don't make me go.
I still love you,
I hope you still love me too?
Bella-Lee Apr 2022
Mr green-eyed, boisen-berry.
Please don't, poison-me <3
Bella-Lee Jan 2020
My place is fun...
It's wrapped in your arms,
Watching rom-coms and action films.

My place is quiet...
When we sleep side-by-side,
Your body heat keeping me warm.

My place is unique...
Like you're laugh and humour,
And the face you make at the camera for me.

My place is emulous...
A longing call for most people,
Yet only attainable by me and my person.

My place is home...
And my home is with you.

My place...
Is you!
Bella-Lee Jun 2022
And everytime he sees me,
He asks "have you written anymore poetry?"
I smile and reply with a no,
But there is little that he knows.

Every kiss that mets his lips,
Is a love song unwritten on page.
The way we sway at the hips,
A pen dancing softly across paper.

His soul calms me like poetry,
I write poetry when Im with him.
It may not be written or spoken,
But poetry none-the-less.
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
Never again...
Will I let anyone in.
Never again...
Will I begin
To bring myself closer,
To being happier.
I will never move on,
For I've been done.
I will not wait,
No not in this state.
Nor even if someone
Was to find me,
And I start to be.
Never again...
Will I be sad
Or be mad.
Never again...
Will I let anyone in.
Cause when I've been
Broken,
There is no use for
Hoping.
Never again...
Will I make the same mistake.
And let someone in,
For my heart to break.
There is so much going on in my mind, again and again...
Bella-Lee Dec 2019
It's been a while since I felt right again,
But it's kinda nice I think I'm going to stay.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
What if I call you?
The number you dialled is no longer available,
Beep...
The number you dialled no longer exists.
What if I call your name?
The person you are calling is no longer available,
What if I walk up to you?
The person you see no longer exists.
I'm sorry...
The person you are trying to reach no longer wants to exist,
...
The person you are trying to reach no longer exists.
But what if I yell to the stars?
Heaven nor Hell can receive your request.
When you want someone back - Oh why can life take things from you - Please don't be taken from me...
Bella-Lee Aug 2019
Although we've been told,
People care.
Although they extend their hand to hold,
They'll still sit with a snare.
So my silence has been sold,
And I'll sit and twist my hair.
Till all the cards you fold,
Cause No one cares.
Everyone's heart is cold,
To anyone's problems but theirs.
You could probably guess how many times I have been told by a person that, they don't care. I guess I don't matter...
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Nothing stops my heart from wanting you,
Although I can't have you.
Nothing stops my heart more,
Than I love you more.
Nothing stops my heart beat,
As long as your heart beats.
Nothing stops me from loving you,
Because I know you love me too.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Don't know whether to trust again,
or if this is just lust again.
Don't know where to begin,
If all things end.
Bella-Lee Mar 2022
I dont know if im more sad that you left,
Or sad in the way that you left me.
I dont know if you actually loved,
Or you just said you did just to not be lonely.
I think to some extent you left,
Cause you knew either way you were on your own.
I dont know why you said you loved me then left,
But I know I need to restart now you are gone.
Bella-Lee Sep 2020
I wish you begged me to stay,
But you let me go.
Just like the ocean,
Does to its waves.

I crashed down,
You only saw the surface.
Drowning in a rip,
Just under the surf.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Tell me we are okay,
when we're falling apart.
Don't ask if I'm okay,
If it's clear I have a broken heart.
Bella-Lee Sep 2019
Lost in a silent whisper,
'Wondering should I kiss her.'
What I wish he thought of me,
Was more than what he could see.
Instead of softness of my linen,
And the bed we use to lay in.
Don't just touch my body,
Make love with me.
Bella-Lee Nov 2019
Shirts off in a sports field,
Our bodies we feel.
And we both left our kisses,
In purple marks called hickies.
Your body is just as warm,
Laying on top of each other on the lawn.
Exchanging vows of our own,
I love you, I'll never leave you alone.
The itching, from the grass, was worth every second
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