Hey I guess im your sister now
hey I hope I make you laugh
Hey why do we fight and say such awful words?

Hey I know you think you hate me
Hey I know your not a baby anymore
Hey I know I love you baby bro

Hey today you turn 15
Hey today you climb another step on lifes endless stairs
Hey I love you brat even though we fight I still love you

Hey just know im here when you need me.
Hey just know I love you and ill fight for you
Hey just kniw im here to mmake you smile
      I love you bro have a happy birthday

I through the word Love around like its meaningless, because to me it is.
      I don't remember what real love feels like.
      I see it in my aunts eyes when she looks at her children, but I don't feel it.
      So I don't know when to say it and when not to.
      No one here shows me love.
      I feel like a burden to there everyday lives.
      I stay in my room so I don't annoy them.
      I keep my mouth shut  so I don't annoy them.
      I don't talk back I keep to my self, but still I am a burden to him and his presous son.
     I can't do anything right anymore.

Why don't you love me like you do him?
Why can't you see how much I'm trying to make you love me?
Daddy why can't you see me like you see him?
Daddy why don't you love me like you do your son?
Is there something wrong with me?
When did your love leave?
  
Daddy I love you.
Daddy I'm leaving today to fight for our country,
Daddy if I die know I love you more than anything in the world.
Daddy when I'm gone don't cry.
Daddy my love never left.

Sometimes I wonder what boys feel when there in love?
Do they get butterflies when she brushes by them in the halls?
Are you really what's on there mind or is it your body that is?
Do they anxiously await your reply after a simple "Hey." is sent your way?
When you come to mind do they smile?
When you say "I Love You" what do they think?
When they say it back do they mean it?
Or are you just some toy they can play with in till they *** bored with you?
Are our hearts just a game to them?
Are we all just some pawn they can play with?
Sometimes I wonder why no guy has truly loved me. Then I realize I don't need a guy to make me happy. I'm a diamond in the rough and going to take a lot more than telling me you love me to make my shine go away.