AVINASH SINGH

AVINASH SINGH Aug 2018

Everynight many wishes comes and escapes through my mind, but tonight it's different it's not a wish to be bind,
It's madness which has engulfed me,

Tonight the infatuation to be "the death" itself has been born, to feel and sense the last presence of you (life) leaving the sheath forlorn,

To Taste your lips, to kiss your carelessly swaying breast, forever, waiting to embrace you with endless zest,
Though your true essence would eventually bring you to be contained within me, till then you would fear and try to flee,

Though I would be Dark and mysterious, many would find me awfully hideous,
But still, my heart aches and relentlessly whispers his wish to be "the death" tonight and it seems I must bear this ceaseless midnight,
All by myself,
But isn't embracing death is embracing life itself?

It feels Great to write after such a long time :)

#midnight #poetry #life #death

AVINASH SINGH May 2018

"An ineffable friend"

I was strolling through my dreary and dull road,
When, I met a man, who touched my soul,
He walked towards me with his colorful laugh,
Changing the dusty and dull road to a vibrant photograph,

For you who contains similar depth as the capicuous ocean,
Knows how to embrace heart's every emotion,

For you who sought inspiration in all,
Isn't you an inspiration to all ?

You who is congruous to the Mountain who raises himself above the earth, always seeking the sky's divinity,
And Away from the earth's guilt and sins, but still belongs to the earth,

For I whose poetry seldom rhymes well,
Can never fathom the ineffable composure of your trueself.

"For my best friend who always inspire me"

#friend #brother

Mar 2018

Morgan

Anxiety

Anxiety
I wish it would go away
But instead it decides to stay…

You feel your pulse race
You try find a safe place
To curl up and cry
Because all you want is to fly
Away so no one has to see
How unhappy you may be

You walk into the room
Someone asks “hey how you doing?”
You start some small talk,
but to your shock
You get irritated over something small
Uh oh, here starts your downfall

You lay down and try to sleep
But don’t worry, it won’t be deep
Your mind will start to run
It’ll make sure to have fun
While it tears you apart
And rips out your heart

You try make new friends
Maybe even tie up other loose odds and ends
But you let your mask slip
And start to lose your grip
They think you are mad
But really you’re just sad
You try to explain
But it turns out vain

You start some meds
Because everyone says
Your mind is unstable
And if you take these you might be able
To start on a new path
That won’t leave you a bloodbath

You start to feel empty
And think “why has everyone left me”
You feel all alone
Like you’ve been thrown
Aside and forgotten
Like something that's gone rotten

You begin to wonder
As you start to go under
Why you feel the way you do
If only you knew
There is a variety
Of ways to be attacked by anxiety.

my daily struggles

AVINASH SINGH Mar 2018

Of Memories

For I hold thousands of her memories,
Always finding myself in those reveries,
For it enfolds much more beauty and pain,
Ohh! her love for me was insane,

For I hide myself in your memories! - that is my innocence,
Everyday every-night every-silence every-longing belongs to your essence,

For life is born from an incredible women,
And isn't that incredible women always speaks the language of love?
Oh! beloved one - I who bloomed in your love, under your purity and tenderness,
For your love was boundless and measureless,

For I knew hundreds of songs,
But i Still hymns the one, of whom it belongs

#mother #loss #memories #love #incrediblewomen

AVINASH SINGH Mar 2018

Of childhood friendship

In midst of our childhood,
When I found you,
You were devilish of all,
With child-like evilness,
but being purest of all,

For you hold a candid heart
beneath your devious sheath,
Always looking to outsmart
With your crooked teeth,

For even today, squabbling and quarrels are not unorthodox,
And have become our natural crosswalk,
Tell me, have you been more of a rival or a friend?
Hard to comprehend,

For what is evil in you is good in me,
And what is evil in me is good in you,
Though we are holding on a same anchor,
Still, we are being of different color,

For which I remember, grade 4 being the preface and spring of our friendship,
And grade 5 of our common infatuation,
Then, innocence ceases never to outstrip,
And you never ceases to being reasons of my irritation,

For you who is unnoticed season
Always laugh without any reason,
For you who is a lost star in a boundless space
Longing for an arms to embrace,

For you who knows my zenith, also knows my nadir.

#friend #friendship #childhood

AVINASH SINGH Mar 2018

Of searching

O human,
     You search for the greatest of fish in the loneliest of desert,
     You search for the prettiest of bird in the deepest of ocean ,
     You search for the highest of soul in the lifeless graveyard ,
     You search for an everlasting happiness in an unending more and more,
     Tough you put your highest of faith in searching but you search for He who cannot be searched.

#searching #faith