i realized i forgot what its like to kiss you.

Wondering in thoughts, stirred by emotions
Memories of time spent together

Wanted distractions from the mundane
Lost in “what if” and “could have been”

The past dress in fantasy warms my heart
The walks on moonlit streets

Holding hand on rainy nights
Driving on mountain roads

Your kiss lost on my lips
Is seared into my mind

Remembrance stands bittersweet
Loved for a moment, considered forever

All your life
You're taught
To keep your composure.

All you've ever known
Is to be grateful
That you didn't die...

That you've lived through
Your crucible and now
You're free.

Like the past was all
Just a painful series
Of bad dreams.

I'm lost in a world
Built on lies
And false composure.

how many lies does it take
to make yourself believe them
how many can you tell?
until you can no longer deceive them?

how many covers does it take
to smother over your sins
how many layers of lies
does it take to blind eyes?

who do you have to call
to keep you tall tales along?
who do you drag into your act
say what you said, you take back

how many people do you have to rely on
to play along
to ping and pong
to sing your song
to lie upon

your forever fear
will always rear
its ugly real truth
and continue its proof

a lie seems like nothing
until its starts to be undone
the more you drag it on
the more that will be gone

I'm really just daydreaming in my own world
i let my thoughts stir
let them uncurl
let them whirl around the room
and let the room twirl

i lose my mind sometimes
i get lost in my thoughts
and think of all the times
that I've been through
that I've done
and who I've become

and i let my mind fly
wild in the sky
soar around the stars at night
daydreaming in the light
oh what a sight

what a show i have going on in this brain of mine

writing
writing can get you so deep
into dreams upon dreamt in a dream

your feelings sing
into words on a paper or screen
and you feel what they mean

you express who you are
you show you have come far
and the places we've been
and the people we meet
does make me believe
it changes everything


this is who you are
you tell to the world
communicate through words
even when writing hurts

but do tell how you feel
do not keep it concealed
let your wall fall away
start writing today