I melt
When you look at me

I melt
When you touch me

I melt
When you embrace me

I melt
When you kiss me

I melt
When you say you love me

I melt
When your near me

I melt
I mel
I me
I m
I
I
I m
I me
I mel
I melt

I am now in a puddle of love

Hear the whispers
Listen to them cry  
Softly telling you
“Everything is alright”

Enter through the whimsical door
Look around and explore
There’s magic hiding in every corner
Transforming your imagination into an explorer

From almost a year to ten years
It's not any easier as more time passes by
I know your both flying sky high
You watch over all of us each and every day
Sending us little signs that we know your ok
From a penny on the ground, a cardinal flying by, a song to play, or a spider crawling around
It's the little things that remind us of you
We miss you so much, Happy Father's Day to you

Dad and Harold we miss you dearly and we love you with all of our hearts.

I just want to see you

Be

Happy

Feel confident

Be loved

Be you

I just want to see you

For yourself

Your eyes glow like the stars at night
Your smile brings joy to my life
You pull me in and kiss me so
Please don't ever let me go
Kiss my lips and down by body
Sending shivers all over me and making me wet
Slip it in and go real slow
You push all my buttons until you make me go
Roll me over, I'll get on top
I'll keep riding it and won't stop
Moaning loudly and loving it so
Until you release and just let it go...

What is right
What is wrong
We can have this discussion
All day long
Up
Down
Left
Right
Either way
You’ll put up a fight
No way is right
No way is wrong
Just as long as
You don’t look back
Continue going forward
Moving right along

My fingers dance from the beat of my heart
As my soul feels the passion as I write

You search for magic that swirls around your head, encapsulated by the stories told through your eyes, finding endless possibilities as you dance on cloud nine.
You smile because your loved , you laugh because your happy, you cry because life is beautiful, even through the darkest of times.

While I was asleep
You came to me
In my dreams
Kissed me on the cheek
Said “I love you”
As I drifted into deeper sleep

Sun rising
People awake
Butterflies flutter
Birds chirping
Bees buzzing
Wind howling
Rain falling
Sun shining
Stars twinkling
Fireworks bursting
People cheering
Families partying
Celebrating love
Memorial Day

The feeling of being alone
Even though your surrounded by a million people...

Two lines
Means a drastic change in your world
Yet, never getting that chance
Also, means a change in your world

If you understand, I am with you…

Just because the footprints of your past fade away, doesn’t mean that they haven’t been seen by someone who needed guidance in their own life…

I try
I try
I will
I will
I promise
I promise
I’ll change
I’ll change
I’m sorry
I’m sorry
I can’t
I can’t
I understand
I understand
I’m empty
I’m empty
I’m done
I’m done

I’m am addicted

A simple gesture
Smile with laughter
A wave across the way
Will surely brighten someone’s day
Total strangers
Two different worlds
Will make a difference
For sure
Try it

Sometimes you just have to go with the flow and sometimes you have to fight the current to make you go exactly where you want to go...

One
Single
Teardrop
Slowly
Falling
Down
My
Cheek
Crashing
Like
A
Wave
Missing
You

Teddy Bear
Teddy Bear
Today we celebrate you
Teddy Bear
Teddy Bear
Happy Birthday to you
Teddy Bear
Teddy Bear
Make a wish come true
Teddy Bear
Teddy Bear
I love you!!!!!!

Happy Birthday Teddy Bear!

A sudden pause
You remain still
In hopes you won’t be seen
Comatosed like swallowing a pill
Don’t blink, don’t breath to much
Drifting away, staying frozen and such
If you don’t move, you won’t be noticed
You’ll be hidden in plain sight
Remaining in your own self bliss

I found the light
When I was in a dark place
As soon as you held me
Within your warm embrace

You always need “negative “
Too create the “ positive”
Chemical balance in your life

She gives herself permission to have
Days of doubt
Grieve in silence
Just lay around

She gives herself permission to
Not to be herself
Not to smile
Hide and cry

The she is me and I am her
I give myself permission
To let my emotions
Sometimes take over

Give yourself permission to feel whatever it is you need or want to feel without carrying the guilt of not “being yourself”

Me waiting patiently
Patiently
Patientl
Patient
Patien
Patie
Pati
Pat
Pa
P
P
Pa
Pat
Pati
Patie
Patien
Pa­tient
Patientl
Patiently
Me still waiting
Patiently
Patients running
T
H
I
N

It’s ok to cry
It’s ok to be sad
It’s ok to feel lost
It’s ok to hurt
It’s ok to not be ok

Same scenario, different situations
You can sympathize yet not fully understand
But that’s ok
Different walks of life
Different times in your lives
Grasping at straws to understand why
But the why can’t be answered at this time

It’s ok to cry
It’s ok to be sad
It’s ok to feel lost
It’s ok to hurt
It’s ok to not be ok

Times will get better
Even though the darkness is casting a shadow
There’s light at the end of the tunnel
Don’t hurry towards it, you need to heal in this moment


It’s ok to cry
It’s ok to be sad
It’s ok to feel lost
It’s ok to hurt
It’s ok to not be ok
But knowing you WILL BE OK
You WILL BE OK
You will ALWAYS BE OK…

We are all born the same way
Naked and afraid

Patterns of life
Footprints in the sand
Anticipation of dreams
The reality of living
Breathing in love
Recharging of
Our plans
Fulfillment
Is swirling in
The air
Today

I glanced in the mirror
Saw your eyes
Within the reflection of mine

I
am
Ashly
and
I
write
my
thoughts
through
poetry

Todays the day
Three years ago
You went away
Never knowing I had you
Until it was too late

I never got to meet you
Since I was saying goodbye as soon as we met....

My arms are empty and my heart is heavy..

5-11-20

Ever feel like your growing apart from someone
           Yet feel closer then ever?