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 Jun 2016 Arcassin B
IcySky
Left alone in my own head,
It's a scary place in there...
Silence is my right hand man,
Darkness is my best friend.

Past, present, and future...
My life is like a rollercoaster,
Happy, sad, angry and crazy...
Come along, and take a wild ride.

Learn the depths of my deepest wounds,
Feel the pain that I've endured,
Enjoy the love that I've received,
Savor the memories of each touch...

I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?


Love me today,
Leave me tomorrow,
We see what the future holds,
Does it know about us?

I am strong,
Yet I am weak...
Pick me up,
So I can fall.

I've have done things,
Of which, I am not proud...
I've seen the error of my ways,
Can you say you love me still?*

I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?
Do not be your own enemy
By spewing out false prophecy
Jesus warned of this you see
It is a disease
Which consumes society
They say the "end of the world"
Is getting closer everyday
Look back over history
You will see it
Has always been this way
Yes, it swells from time to time
Up and down
Just like crashing waves
Or Lightening striking
Setting fire to targets
On the ground
We may need to heed
What Our Father did say
Quit obsessing
Only He will know the day!!!
I love my Daddy so very much!!! I have lived with this since I was a child, my Daddy has always obsessed with the end of time saying it is getting close any day now, so many times he has been wrong and still he is obsessing along with so many others. Enough already guys!!! Just love each other that is THE MATTER, the most important purpose Jesus was sent to us for. To teach us to LOVE.
"Greater love has no one than this: to lay down one's life for one's friends"
John 15:13 NIV


My last post is controversial
It doesn't make much sense
To those who don't believe
Those following the flesh

I may have just committed
Poetic suicide
I will not run from battle
I will not try to hide.

Jesus didn't come to Earth
For comfort and for ease
He knew he would be martyred
To cure sin's foul disease

Those who would condemn me
Will use and twist the Word
But Jesus didn't come for PEACE
He came to bring a SWORD

I expected backlash. I expected pain.
I expect more of it.
My last posting will remain.

I wrote because I love you.
I wrote because I care.
I'm sick & tired of DECEPTION
And people in despair.

People hurt & cutting
People's screaming cries
Who believe in evil's beauty
Who believe in pretty LIES!

Folks will say I'm hating
Folks will say that you are too
So buckle up your seat belts
The choice is up to you.

Sides are being taken.
Lines are being drawn
I guess it's up to you now...

Which side are you on?


SoulSurvivor
(C) 6/27/2016
If you were a doctor would the cure for cancer and withheld it from your patients would you be considered a hero?

There is so much I need to say on this site. And it is time for me to speak up. There's not much time left.

This site is my mission field. I can reach more people in a short amount of time than most missionaries. They can only go to one town. If the Lord permits they can spread the gospel to many people in a certain area of the world. I can reach people all over the world. I will do this. I will not shrink back because I'm unpopular. I'm here to fill Jesus's shoes. It's going to be impossible without the Holy Spirit's help. My fleshly man did not write my last post. I absolutely did not want to do it. But I do as the Spirit leads.

I will say nothing hateful about my detractors. They are only doing what they feel is right by their own lights. I used to believe as they do. I believed shamanism and in sweat lodges. I even owned many fetishes. Coyotes. Eagles. Even Turtles. I believe that the Native American people are very great. But also very deceived. They put the emphasis on the creation rather than the Creator. Totem animals. SPIRIT GUIDES. I know this because I studied the various Native American shamanistic faiths. I sold Native American art.

I had a horrible spiritual experience. And part of it was brought about due to these beliefs. I don't want to go into the details as it is too painful. But I have been silent long enough. I can no longer stand by and watch people destroying themselves. If I do so their blood is on my hands.

I'll be the first one to say that I'm not perfect. I am not lording my spiritual superiority over anyone. I have made many mistakes in my love walk. I have lied about a suicide attempt. I've had more than one poet name. I did NOT, however, spread vile spam all over my last poetry site. That would be poetfreak. I'm sure you will hear all about me from some of those folks. I have only one thing to say about that. The only way they could have known what I was doing is if I had told them myself. Which I did. I could not in good conscience stay silent. And I tried to make amends to the poets at poetfreak. I wrote no less than forty poems specifically penned for the poets on that site. This fact is conveniently forgotten. I tried to make my amends. But some folks don't seem to want to give up their prejudices.

Well. My neck is out now. I will be posting exposing other lies of the devil. Condemn me if you will. But I'm not going to stop doing this. There's too much at stake. And too little TIME.

Love you all.

Catherine Jarvis

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You say its up to me
To do whats best for me
Open up your eyes
And realize
Your the best for me
Close your eyes and kiss me
Forget your past
And just be with me
You think your protecting me
When really your breaking me
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