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Apr 2021 · 96
Untitled
Andiegirl Apr 2021
O' how I am still trying to grasp.
2 years or so, have gone by so fast.
It only feels like yesterday, when I held your hands,
Trying to make you feel you are not alone.

It is only then that I saw your fear,
A fear I never thought you would feel.
I guess, no one is really prepared,
For a pain which can never be compared.

Wishing I could relive the days you are here,
Make you feel more of love you deserve.
Apr 2021 · 96
IS IT TOO MUCH?
Andiegirl Apr 2021
The moment I grabbed and put my earphones
And listened to soft, warm and mellow tones

I came to realize what I truly needed
Much more than this love so grand

Or those sweet but non-binding promises
Would it be too much to ask for peacefulness?
04.11.21 in the midst of silence
May 2020 · 84
My Sunshine
Andiegirl May 2020
In your laughter, I found so much joy
In your silence, I am calm and in peace
With those eyes, I found contentment
With your words, you give me comfort.

You are there. Always there for me.
No matter how dark or blue the sky be.
In all seasons: winter, summer, spring or fall
You are my greatest love of all.


In return, not as payment, I offer these words:
                   THANK YOU.
For choosing to stay and be with me,
No matter how hard and unsure it was.
I promise to wait and stay right here.
04 May 2020
8:15pm
Apr 2020 · 91
I FOUND YOU.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
Of all things I have encountered
Tis' the one I never expected.
Of all the places I have ever been
Here is where I never thought i'd see.

Of all the people i'd come to know
It is you I never thought would show
How it is to find and feel again
That something my heart could not contain.

Of all the risks out there, too many in line
You are someone I would gladly take.
Of all the chances I have in this lifetime
This is the one I will never break.
03.15.20
6/6. Series of unspeakable feelings
Apr 2020 · 84
ADORE.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
I like talking to you
With simple words you make me smile.
I like talking to you
Time is not enough, it pass by so fast.

I like talking to you
Butterflies in my stomach, I once again felt.
I like talking to you
You resurrected the feelings that has long died.

I like talking to you
Until one day, everything burst and I found out
The more I talk to you,
The more I realized who I only am to you.
03.01.20
5/6. Series of unspeakable feelings
Apr 2020 · 73
IN HIDING.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
I see people dancing in excitement
I see couple giggling in happiness

I see trees waving and bending in silence
I see birds soaring, chirping in eagerness

I see lights shining brightly against dark sky
I see building standing tall and mighty

I see a lady, sitting alone, looking around her
Is there something she's looking for, I asked myself.

I see pair of eyes, all too welled up, I knew the answer.
I see hope, one day she would come out of the shelf.
02.29.20
4/6. Series of unspeakable feelings
Apr 2020 · 76
WINNING ANOTHER LOSS.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
You.
Who came at the most unexpected time
In the most impossible way.

Me.
Whose surprised emotion turned into delight
Gambled on a game I thought i'd win.

You.
Clueless of all the fears I feel
And the tears I hold inside.

Me.
Alone in the darkest corner of the room
Swollen eyes, they could hardly see.

You.
Who says will always be there for me
Or wasn't it only on times you are free.

Me.
Trying to be brave
Cleaning up another mess I made.
02.26.20
3/6. Series of unspeakable feelings
Apr 2020 · 80
HURDLE.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
This poem I wrote as I remember you
Hoping one day maybe it is me and you.
This poem I wrote out of the blue
A beautiful dream will it ever come true.

This poem I wrote because of you
Wishing this pain I never knew.
This poem I wrote only for you
I know you will never have a clue.
02.23.20
2/6. Series of unspeakable feelings
Apr 2020 · 94
UNPLUGGED.
Andiegirl Apr 2020
It was just one ordinary day,
Supposedly just another new day.
But why do I find myself crying
My heart breaks, in pain cringing.

It was just one ordinary day,
Supposedly just another new day.
But this moment, I decided to unplugged
As I realized, this love you can never hug.
02.23.20
1/6. Series of unspeakable feelings.
Apr 2017 · 301
At Peace.
Andiegirl Apr 2017
The universe is vast.  This earth is packed.
Found the contentment i'd never known.
My heart is brimming with happiness at last.
Nov 2016 · 559
STUCK.
Andiegirl Nov 2016
We met somewhere between perfect and disaster
Somewhere in the middle of bravery and fear
Though halfway found, still completely lost
Appalling past, haunting like a ghost

Together, we saw the irony of it all
Soaring high, the harder we fall
We laugh easy, we cry silently
Never here nor there, where are we?

Suppress this emotion, I am breaking piece by piece
Yet, with you I am better, you pick me up piece by piece
Holding back, fearing you might change your mind
And if I surrender, will you be there to hold my hand.

Understand if I need a little more time
So please stay and bet on some more dime
I'll wager on this game for you dear
Put everything like I never knew fear
Soon to you I will lay my heart open
And I will love you like I never felt pain.
If you only knew.
Oct 2016 · 715
SOLITUDE.
Andiegirl Oct 2016
A place where silence blooms
only at break of day
Another chance, another hope
paved its way
So you try to think and feel
though everything is gray
And peacefulness seem far away

When all you wanted was to run
One thing makes you stay around
Wishing life is all and fun
Keeping your balance on the ground

In time everything will turn out fine
Positive outlook always on the line
All smile and happiness, no more frown
As certain hope, long lost now found.
Oct 2016 · 323
DIVERGENT.
Andiegirl Oct 2016
It is a choice, definitely my priority,
To set things fine and knowing fully.
You and I defy the the laws of gravity
Life as it is, sometimes a beautiful tragedy.
Oct 2016 · 624
MEMORY
Andiegirl Oct 2016
I remember
The first “hi” from a stranger.
That first approach from someone I only know by name.
The day my silent moment was interrupted by a phone ring.
You have no idea how my heart race when its your name I saw on the screen.

I remember
Those early good morning messages to late night talks.
Every deep, even stuffy conversation, sends shiver down my spine.
The burst of laughter. How you’d crack a joke to keep me entertained.
And how you’d try to annoy me to catch my attention.

I remember
The exchange of thoughts and ideas.
Giving bits of details of what’s running on our head.
The photo messages you sent me. Letting me know what’s going on with your life.
Sharing the good things you see.

I remember
How these moments turned into a memory.
As inevitable as it is, things suddenly change.

I remember
The silent goodbye.
I remember
How it all started and how it all ends.
Oct 2016 · 265
HANG EASY.
Andiegirl Oct 2016
Breathe fresh and crisp air my love.
Let go, hold not a single worry.
Spread your wings and fly like a dove,
Open your eyes, there’s so much beauty.

— The End —