The thought
the thought of you dragging
a blade across your
wrist
it kills me.
The thought
the thought of you
taking your last breath
tears me apart.

you are too young and
beautiful to leave this world
you are too loved
to even think to leave

you remind me of the song
by lana del ray
the one that goes..
"will you still love me when
im no longer young and beautiful?"
yes yes i will

you tell me i am your big sister and
you look up to me
and not to cry because i am
too beauttiful,
now its my turn.

you are beautiful
you are loved. so please
wipe the tear off you
cheek, put the blade
down and come here
i love you
just remember the promises
we made eachother
that one day
we will be able to hold eachother
in our arms and
i can tell you how much
i love you.

because words dont
describe it enough, words cant
express the feelings
going through my body
i love you. x

She made a mistake by getting too drunk
She was out having fun but it quickly ended when she blacked out
In the morning when she woke
She smelt of ***** and her ******* were missing*

She shouldn't of been so drunk
It's her fault
She should of made better decision
This is why you're not supposed to party
That's what she gets for drinking under age*

The things people have the nerve to say surprises me. Through out history people have always had a drink to celebrate or even to drink away the pain. Having a good day? Drink! Having a bad day? Drink some more! It's so common through out the world. People have been doing it for centuries. No matter what type of party you are at people are drinking to celebrate. Doesn't matter of it's wedding's or birthday party's. If it's a party there's alcohol. Everyone encourages drinking. Yet when something bad happens people say "Oh. He/she shouldn't of been drinking." ??? Excuse my language but today's society and the rest of society can *******. And what about the guy who was disappointed that he didn't get laid so he forced himself upon a defenseless, drunk girl? Oh wait that's right. It's okay because he wasn't drunk. And to think people get harsher sentences when caught with a joint.

The cold wind greeted
the hoarfrost that
evening as white
butterflies started to
fall from the dark sky.
Soon the pearly blanket
was spread across
the whole land.
It sparkled on the milky
moonlight, giving the old
willow tree a wooly gown.
Covering all the roofs,
the fields of corn and wheat,
the tall grass on the meadow.
But then she appeared,
sending fairies to dance on the
frozen lake thus melting the ice.
And with every step that she took,
snowdrops began to bloom.

Crave it. Crave life. Desire things that aren't material. Learn to grip every little thing and never let the feeling of being blown away by this earth leave your fingertips. Try new foods from different places and cultures. Don't shut your mind off to things that are not what you deem 'normal'. Open your heart to people and do not let yourself walk away from loving and being loved. Quit allowing your fear of getting hurt overcome your need of intimacy. Stop shying away from being vulnerable. Allow yourself to feel every emotion there is to feel. Don't fret when you start to feel a little insane. Don't worry when your throat swells up and tears form around the brim of your eyes. Be angry, happy, silly, sad, and wild. When people tell you that you're being too much, laugh.  Live your life empty of fear for tomorrow or regret from yesterday. Kiss lots of boys, walk long miles, swim in foreign waters, create new things, write. Love this life and yourself.