How intimate this is
to bath with another
the wetness of me
surrounding you
with the wetness from the shower head

I brought you up
as you lifted me out
wanting this upon the floor
I whispered no with my fingers down your back
and you leaned me against the wall

The glass in the room
seemed to echo my moans
the acoustics so gentle
as our bodies beated out the rhythm
of an escalating in and out

We were building up a sweat
from the steam and our heat
and in heat we were
for I came as you were in me
and you kissed me then

My fingers through your hair
and my walls vibrated
as you came into me hard and spent
I felt it all in me
How intimate this is

You've taken my mind
and left me unable
to think a thought
not about you.

Sometimes I wish you had left me unkissed
So I could have just spent forever imagining how you taste
The curves of your chest
How special you made me feel when you looked at me

But you did kiss me
And I still feel your fingers tracing my lips
How strong your hands were when they grabbed my hips
There's no imagining it because I felt it all

The scars on my heart prove that I felt it
My broken heart is the only proof I have left of us

"You seem... different."

*"People change. You taught me that."

I want you to be happy
Even if happy isn't me
I'm still happy for you

I don't know
I don't know what I feel for you

All I know is being around you makes me want to be a better person
And the bad days don't feel as hard when you're smiling at me

No one ever feels sorry for the pretty girl
Why should they?
She gets dinners and dates and all the attention any heart could desire
Who could complain about being the center of attention every day?
Other girls would **** to be told they're beautiful as much as the pretty girl is

But you see,
No one ever taught the pretty girl she has the right to say "no"
No one tells the pretty girl that she's more than pretty

Because pretty fades
And pretty girls know that
And pretty girls are terrified that when their bodies fail them and all they have left to offer is their heart, soul and mind
That whoever loves them won't stay

Because no pretty girl
Knows what it's like
To be loved for more than her pretty