"I saw you standing there, i could not hold my self to stay together but i ran, i didnot care about nothing else except you, i could feel my legs bleeding but it didnot matter nothing mattered , only you did and right there when i reached just as i was holding you i realized that iam still on my bed the alarm is ringing iam late for school and you were still never mine"

O god, O god
I am going insane
Poison and honey for me its all the same
Iam drowning deep and i cannot be pulled.
Only what i can feel is my hand getting cold
I'm truly sorry for all that i have done.
But all i see in my hand is the gun.

"I feel the tears running down my face but I'm not crying.
It's a feeling from being tired of trying.
I wish for a shoulder to cry on.
I wished for it to be her shoulder, her arms hugging me, her beautiful voice comforting me, my tears stopping from seeing the ocean in her perfect eyes.
Oh god I have been drowning in the thoughts of her.
Oh god I'm so tired of missing her"

"
With the blood flowing in my hand.
I then realize that i have failed to understand.
I look around to see by who was i stabbed?
But then i find that the knife was in her hand.
As the tears are falling i ask why?
I look into her eyes and realize that iam just too high.
I get up from my nightmare shocked and scared.
Just to see that iam still not dead.
"

"
With her beautiful smile and her drowning eyes.
I wake to realize it was all just lies.
I try to open my eyes, which are shut.
But then i remember that i dont have the guts.
O God don't wake me up from this dream.
She is the prettiest girl i have ever seen.

"