im not so perfect
so what makes you think im worth it

i could see the end was coming
and he doesn't know **** about me
i'm glad to leave

i'll bite the hand that feeds me lies and lust
the deception and broken trust bleeding black down my face
tear streaked cheeks,smiling with a mouth full of pills
swallowing the biggest lie
loving you

you dont see what i am
walls close in
im the one,arent i?
im the one that caused you hell
planted my kiss in your head
slept in your bed
leaving you,left for dead

see i'll always look at you as my first
not ever the last to leave my room
her and you and him and him and her
of course its the same ****
wrists racing lines,mind hiding lies
just read between the lines

oh god the way you make me feel
make me scream,until my life feels like its just a dream
showing me the inside of your blackened brain,i see why im insane
i lie and lie and lie to make you love me
when i know you dont want me
you lie and lie and lie
that you want me
when really you dont love me

still i cant see
why you'd lie
you know were both wrong
and i know this time,you will come back
this time i wont go back
this time i wont crack
i wont let you slip in my broken edges to fill me like glue
to hold me together and make me new
i want to feel the raw pain of being torn apart
i want to feel what its like to get cut