i am tired of needing to explain myself
i am tired of searching for words
i cannot find them so i take them in the shape of small pink pills
but i'm not out of control so don't hypothesize
like i said several times i'm fine

i can't quit living a lie
i've lived to tell my tall tales
holding my breath until i drop
waiting on my heart to stop

please
let me
in
i'll let you
stay
god i miss the way
you smiled
back when
i was only
your's

eat me up

sick of you
and sick of me
put us out of our misery

does it matter if i'm the one for you
see she'll love you no matter what you do
and i'll always want you no matter what we go through
it's not enough for you is it?
seeing me cry because you treat me like ****
seeing her get fried because it's the only way she doesn't mind