Sleep comes earlier because i do not have anyone like you to keep me awake. The only things that keep me awake are the haughting thoughts of the past, but i have gotten so use to them, the pain is numb.

You liked to play games and i was just another move
Well she played the game, but left you like a choice.
She took your virginity and left
Now. Tell me how it feels to be left like a choice in her game

I don't know who is in you're life, but i know that with your mom, you might need someone. I just kinda want to be there for you. I know that you probably have other people, but i just want to let you know I'm here no matter what. Not as an ex girlfriend trying to become the girlfriend again, but as the friend that wants to help you though whatever you're going through. I will be you're 2 am phone call if you need them at that time or that person you just need to complain about a rough day too. Im sorry if I'm just waisting my time, but i just wanted to let you know I'm here for you.