don't fall in-love with an ambitious girl
because she will always run after her ambitions instead of you
don't fall in-love with a feminist girl
because she will always win at anything against you
don't fall in-love with an independent girl
because you will never get to control her in anything
don't fall in-love with a smart girl
because she will always outsmart you a step ahead
don't fall in-love with a writer girl
because she will write out all your flaws if you ever break her heart
don't fall in-love with a singer girl
because her last song will be about how a bad *** you are
fall in-love with a poet girl
because she will rhyme out your greatness
before you even give up your heart to her.

walked over thorns
and somehow made it, but with markings of left scars
a voice told me i wouldn't make it, and for longer than a second
i gave it serious thought
it consumed me, day after day, night after night
with every thorn i stepped on, it numbed a nerve in body
but even with numb nerves, i could still feel everything
it came in form of thoughts, people, and more i can't list or name
it made me question everyday, not in a sensible way
convinced me many things undeserving of trust
every step made my stomach coil, but without my own permission
i kept going, because i felt a promise
the world seemed upside down, every breath felt stolen
every smile felt wrong, waking up became a chore
sometimes time felt stuck, other times it felt out of proportion
only the hard questions with no answers circled the mind non stop
that promise came, i don't know who made it
i call it promise because it came, and i am living it now

yes am in-love with you
you smile gives me butterflies
your gaze is so stunning
your laughter is so full of love
just thinking of you make me smile
i will write every-single day,
how in-love i am with you
i hope you will get a chance one day,
to read this beautiful lines about you.
you make me want to listen,
to love songs day and night
it's so heart breaking to see you,
walk away from me everyday.

i am a slave of words, i am a slave of pen
i am a slave of books, my heart was stolen  by the words of my thoughts
and stored in my books and used by the pen which i wake up everyday to find that is using my words and hiding them in my books.

In my case, everybody have a beautiful smile if they can purely smile with an open heart.

i am an angry feminist because i have been too far ignored, too far silenced and yet not given a chance to voice my mind.

You gave me a reason to hate you, but that reason did not work on me.

with all my flaws, with all my imperfections, let me go or let me be.

I stepped out and took a role of a man for you
But that wasn't enough for you
I don't know what is
Whatever it is, I will never take it on
My line stopped here
That was how far I could go
I feel and have done enough, am not waiting on

"To be or not to be, that is the question". Shake spear

Am definitely sure my interpretation of your signals was not wrong, but whatever your reason is naw I don't care or curious.

I didn't intend to make you my slave of love, but I did anyways,  because that fate has nowhere to go or be.

sometimes it's at dawn
other times it's in the daylight
that my heart will without permission search
and to the God i know i pray for Him to stop my heart

There are too many judges to judge me,
But God is my lawyer.

I learned that sometimes it's worthy to let it all out, because if it were something that was eating you, it will stop eating you if you let it out.

we can sometimes be traumatized by something we don't know or understand. life.

What is life about?
pushing and pulling through doors all day long
but yet nothing comes out of them
struggling through the settings of the society
sometimes make it through a day
but not until another day comes in surprise
is it alone or lonely i don't understand
how is it that i can write whole page of a fiction story
but not a school due report paper?

I want to hate you,
But my heart says no,
Coz you gave me So much to hold on to
Which keeps me to love you.

my name is pamela
i was once lost in the woods
as i walking hand in hand with my friend
i  loose my hand for a second
a unique tree catches my attention
i stopped, stand facing the tree and pause to admire it
not until i realized my friend has carried on
am alone, i turned in circles looking around for my friend
but there is no sight of my friend.
i remained standing in confusion
not knowing which way to go
am lost in the woods.

i didn't know what was going on
until i let my hands off everything
and miraculously everything falled into pieces
every piece falled where it belongs
i didn't use any tricks or strategies
i have never been so sure
my proves came looking for me
the truth will always remain the truth
whether known or unknown.

You asked me to plead for something
Something that no one should ever plead for
And something was shattered in that moment, by you
But I kept a posture like a mirror, to let you know I've done my share.

I don't quite remember how I came to love you, but I remember how I came to hate you.

sometimes my pen does not truly draw out my words, if i could write my words with my mind, they wouldn't fit in my page.

Words like dagger I got
Melt me if I don't care in winter mids
In the mids of summer beauty
You failed to Smile to the sun

i did not finish my story yesterday
i tried to continue it today
but something suddenly came along
am afraid i might never have an ending
a story without an ending
is like a story that was never started
am the only one who knows how the story goes
i have never told it to anyone
there for there will be no one to tell it but me
it's a story i so want everyone to know
a story like never been told before.

It's exhausting
Thinking of that one person day and night
it's more exhausting trying to figure out if they are also thinking of you.
It's wonderful the thought of them gives you a smile
but it's depressing when you can't own their smile.

When you deeply fall in love as time goes
You try to shut your eyes , but your heart stills remains open
Am drowned in the fantasy of love
but I can't have the reality of love .
let my heart fall asleep if I can't have this love.

****** I don't care about the outcomes,  I just dive in.

I will forget to remember that i once loved you.

The past is meant to be undone
The future is meant to be build on
Let go of the past that can't be undone
Join the present to build on the future

I don't care how many times you come back and say " I love you ", the fact that you once threw away my heart have convinced me enough to believe that we were never meant for each other.

You may never understand me no-matter what language I said it or what language I write it, but am OK with that, because I have learned to deal with it and accept it.