Sam - Hello Poetry

Sam Dec 2016

No more tangled mess.
Gone are the many days of remorse.
Here lie the final words.

I'm done.
*Goodbye

More of a note-to-self than anything.
It's a gentle(ish) reminder to myself,
to do what i've been telling myself to do
for a long time now. It's time.

#haiku #forget #transmission

Dec 2016

Amethyst Fyre

Past Bedtime

Want to talk about it?

I don't know what to say
I just feel dead inside

I'm sorry*

Dead with a sprinkling of sad for no reason
but not crying sad
Just rattling hollow, deep in your bones sad

With a few of those wax-flavored, rainbow colored sprinkles dashed across the top just for show

Sam Dec 2016

Confined (x2?)

get away,
seriously get away from me.
i don't want you here,
nobody wants you here.

you possess lives,
you take over my thoughts,
you tear away at what's left of me,
and it all started with a silly lil' game.

you make me stay home,
you make me want to go forever.
why do you push me around,
when i've given you everything you ever wanted?

seriously get out.
i've recognized your presence,
i see you've made yourself known,
*now go away

Oh if only it were that easy to get rid of anxiety
("You" being anxiety-not a person)

#anxiety #nervousness

Sam Dec 2016

Hidden Talents

She took it.
She took it from me.
Just like she took the last one.

At first, I thought I'd lost it, turns out,
She's been hiding them.

I hope she knows,
Just because she takes it,
doesn't mean Ill stop.

It just means ill find something else,
I accept the challenge.

*Game on

8-12-16

#mom

Sam Dec 2016

Letter to The Silence

Hi, Hello.
I'm here.
I'm sorry, I left for a bit-
I had to resolve some things.
But, I promise, I'm back now,
for good.
Or..at least that's what I told myself,
the last time.
Nah, I do
I promise I'm back.
I'll stay here now.
Thank you for doing the same,
for me.

12-12-16

Dec 2016

Amethyst Fyre

It Doesn't Get Any Easier

Is this what being an adult is?

Staring at objects and them staring back at you
Thinking only that you don't know if you have enough energy left
To put that away, do this, do that

But, somehow, doing it anyway
Because otherwise you know nothing will ever get done

Because it is only you here, by yourself

Is this what being an adult is?
Being too tired to weave feelings into poems
And so listing thoughts out in hollow fashion

Just so you can get to sleep

Sam Dec 2016

Forgotten?

I know I was wrong.
Am I ever going to forget? No.
Still, my mind races, everyday.
In the past, I never saw myself at this point.
Love is strong, Love is powerful,
With anyone, or anything, especially family.
You are the only thing keeping me sane.

Inspiration

#family #christmas #hm