Release me from this disease.
I don't want to freeze.
I fall on to my knees
Feeling the breeze.

I'm at unease.
I don't want to die alone,
and turn to stone.
You know?
I can't go, on my own.

I've grown weak.
I ain't unique.
I been living on for weeks.
I don't know what I seek.

I feel so sore,
I fall to the floor.
When is this war over?
I don't want it anymore.

I'm in a trap door,
what a bore.
Before, I had a score.
I knew what I was looking for.

A dream that fired up like a hot steam.
I had a purpose.
I rose to the surface.
I felt nervous.
I was never worthless.
I never closed the curtains.

So please release me from this disease.
So I can go on,
and achieve my dream.

~Niko

The guitar makes my heart sing in melody,
giving me a remedy of specialty.
Somehow it calls to me desperately,
telling me endlessly its my destiny.

The guitar and I have chemistry,
Somehow the guitar is a legacy.
The music of the guitar makes me breathless,
making me feel weightless.

I feel light-headed to be exact,
its making me relaxed.
This attraction,
this passion,
Its electrifying.
Its what I dreamed for, for so long.

~Niko

Reality likes to take away my happiness.

It drags me down to the dirt,

Like a monster that lurks,

my nightmares.

I cannot bare,

the pain that is coursing through my veins.

But once I put my headphones on,

I left reality alone.

The music burst in my ears,

taking away my misery.

I rise to my victory.

I ignored my sorrows and,

let the music take over me.

But once I awoke from my dreams,

everything was gone.

It was dawn,

I was the last one standing.

There was no one,

only me.

I was the only one,

looking down at the corpses.

I realized that I missed things in life.

I realized that I was alone.

Now I learned that,

I can't run away from reality.

It always remains in me,

and I have to create my own reality.

So I can never see the world in ashes,

with corpses again.

I can make the world, my world.

Where I can make everything anew and,

be happy for the rest of my life.

Don't take that defeat.

I can feel your heart beat.

Dancing to the beat.

You're strong.

You ain't wrong,

this battle is too long.

You gotta stay headstrong.

You can't fall into the dark,

so feel that spark,

fight the battle scars.

Set your sights in the stars.

You shine brighter than a diamond.

It's time.

Show them who you really are.

A Blazing Star

~Niko

Peace maybe with us,

but there will be always a shadow hanging over us.

That they want to corrupt our dreams if they must.

We all are different that people are afraid of us.

When I opened the door, I saw a war.

My eyes became sore.

I couldn't take it anymore.

I watched people dieing with my own eyes.

I believed in lies.

The lie that war will never happen.

I tried to hide.

But they found me.

I look and see,

I'm trembling in fear.

I feel like I'm breaking down,

with tears.

Why am I in this war?

What did I do to deserve this pain?

This is insane.

I can't complain,

because I was dragged into this war.

I have no choice but to fight and sacrifice my life.

I don't know why I was fighting.

I wanted to run,

and see the sun.

All day, I seen dark black clouds loom over me with rain.

Now, I'm ******* in chains.

Not knowing what happened out there.

Then suddenly, I felt pain.

I was killed with a shoutgun to my head,

and I never got to say my last words.

But, my last thoughts were,

"War is inevitable, you can't do anything to stop it"

The fear within us,

we always rush.

We run away without facing it.

We are afraid to do mistakes again,

its insane.

We can't blame ourselves.

We just do it without realizing it.

That's ok.

We are human,

we make mistakes.

We are not perfect,

we are a mess.

And thats why there's fire in the sky.

The fire may burn us but,

we keep looking above.

And we keep looking at the sky.

Why?

We have a long journey ahead of us.

Its just the beginning.