Simmi

Simmi 10h

I'm sorry you know me.
I'm sorry your trust is wasted
On me.
Im sorry I lied to you.
But I am as good as an anchor for a drowning man.
I'll only bring you down
Again.

I cover up my relapse around someone i love. I'm sorry, K.

#relapse

Simmi 1d

Phantom Tears

It was real.
I can feel it.
Like fingers wrapping
Around my wrist.
Wispy and delicate...
Or rough and jagged?

You tell me it never happened.
But why is my pillow stained with my tears?

Because I know my tears were real.
But to you...
They were just phantom tears.

#gaslighting #manipulation #controlling

Simmi 1d

Bleeding eyes

I don't know either.
Maybe I am drifting
Maybe I did something wrong
Maybe I'm losing my mind,
my sanity, my worth, my sense.
Or maybe I opened my eyes
And saw the thorns on your roses
through bleeding eyes.

Sometimes people play with our emotions like toys.

#guilttrip #manipulated #gaslighting

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