On days like these I pray about you. Put my faith in God that you'll come find me soon, because honestly I'm missing you.
I'm missing having you here to hold me when I break down, or when I'm cold or just need to feel your embrace. It isn't the same holding someone you don't love. You don't get that same feeling of warmth and safety and contentment. Holding you feels like the world could end today and I wouldn't notice because its just me and you when I'm in your arms.
Your smile gives me hope, that there is innocence and light in this bleak world. And your laugh could breathe life back into a dead withering rose and paint it red again. And your kiss; feels the world stopped spinning.
It's been so long since I last saw you. I don't cry anymore but God, do I still love you, till this day..
Some afternoons are spent staring outside of my bedroom window just waiting for your grand return. I envision a car going past, revealing you standing across the road looking back at me or, looking for me.. Eyes finally meet, filled with the same passion that never left.
Other days I just pray God takes the pain away, because I know you're never coming back for me.
Mornings on my own Still wake up to you on my mind. The feelings never die. Some days I feel empty, others I feel alive. But always I wonder why, or what if. What if we had tried? Held on a little longer, it’s summer already outside.