i feel myself slipping through the wind
unleashing my soul within
eyes leak in memory of you
and forgive myself for being the fool

i have no urge to scream
this pain cannot be mended by any means
who knew emptiness turns out to fill us with the worst of pain
pain that cannot be verbalized in any sentence or phrase

the closest it's had to having an explanation was in the tears we've shed
there's nothing about it that could be said
no one ever understands until they feel it
until they found the love that once made them feel sick

i stand here now, arms raised to my sides
no love, no pain, and no anger to hide
and now i know, finally, for just a few moments atleast,
how it feels to let my soul be free.

I’m the girl you’ll beg to forget. I **** cherries and stain
my lips with their blood. Sometimes, I swallow the sky
just to see how fast the stars will die inside me. I don’t
speak, I scream. I am wind trapped in a room, the fire in
your eyes.
(hate or lust?)
But I am not warm. With me, you’ll feel cold and alone.
I live only so you hate who you are around me, you still
can’t stop chasing after me. You’ll hate who you become
when you get close to the girl who laughs lies and crushes
rose petals just to see them bleed.