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The Vault Aug 2017
I don't feel like writing
Or breathing
Or even living
I have no inspiration to do anything.
I just want to lay down
And fall asleep
To never wake up.
But I always do.
Each day feels like a drag
Like I am bringing everyone down with me.
I can't smile.
My heart feels too tight
Too tight to breath
I wish I could do anything.
But forcing myself to do something only makes me self conscious
I don't feel like doing anything
But I will always wake up
Just to feel the same way.
Just a little depression today.
The Vault Jul 2017
I am not strong
But I am brave
I can put on a smile
Through anything
I am not strong
But that doesn't make weak
I can fight for what I believe in
Even if it means losing
I am not strong
But I can hold back tears
If it means you will be happy
I am not strong
But being strong on the outside
Doesn't make you strong on the inside
The inside is what counts
Be strong in your own way.
Be strong!!!
The Vault Jul 2017
This is what I am
And what I was
For as long as I could remember
I was trash under your feet
Only trash that could be thrown away
Whenever you felt like it.
I was treated like trash
So I thought I was trash
I thought I was only good enough to be used
And abused
And cut
And bruised
I thought I deserved it because of you
I was trash
But trash doesn't always stay trash
It gets found
Treated like it isn't trash.
Pampered because it was never trash.
I am trash
No I was trash
But now I am not
Because trash doesn't stay trash forever
Sometimes it gets recycled.
The Vault Jul 2017
I have fallen
Into the ashes
Of what we were
You have forgotten
Who I am
The minute I fell
Into the mess you made
I have fallen
Away from us
Because I was never enough
To make you feel alive
So instead I died
I have fallen
To my heartbreak
Because I somehow thought
You would change.
The Vault Jul 2017
I am not perfect
I can be sweet
And I can be serious
I fall apart easily
In hopes that someone can fix me
I fall in love too deep
And I hope someday you can fall in with me.
I am not perfect
I have my flaws
Many flaws
I laugh with my heart even if it is too much
I trip and fall all the time
Hoping you can catch me
I am not perfect
But thanks for believing I am.
The Vault Jun 2017
I have fell to deep for you.
So deep
That I can't escape
My mind only revolves around you
And how my heart soars
When you talk to me
Maybe this is love
But all I know
Is I have fell so deep for you
That no one can save me
But you.
Just some thoughts.
The Vault Apr 2017
I feel lost in my mind
Like everything is a mess
And I can't find my way out
And I stay there
In the mess that is my mind
Never seeking help
To find the exit
Just staying in the mess
Until I either find it myself
Or die
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