Trust is empty promises
Discarded truths
Withheld information
Thrown aside carelessly
Stepped upon up and down
Something people cower from
Something I am afraid of
Something I edge away from
Something People Don't understand
Take for Granted
Something that once promised
To me and is not held
Trust is something that
Makes me sob
Just from
the
Memories You promised me together forever
Holding hands for eternity
You had everything planned out
We were happy
We  were perfect
Trust was perfect

But you decided this wasn't enough
You decided you were tired of this
That you don't care about promises
That haven't been filled
You decided death seemed appetizing
You thought it was better
But it wasn't you were stupid

I love you guys so much
Thank you,yo always support me in everything I Do
And love me no matter
What
Just thank you for everything you've done for me so far
Love you guys so much!

When I was 5 all I cared about was building the next lego tower or getting in trouble for not sharing something
The older I got age 7 was tomboy when I just wanted to climb trees I didn't care about makeup I just loved the earth and dirt was under my fingernails for playing in the yard
And making up games to play with the neighborhood kids
Age 9 I became aware a little more about my surroundings but I loved my barbies and dolls and dressing them up
Dancing around the house like there is no tomorrow
trying to be serious and falling and burst out laughing
Not getting what death means that someone is truly gone and not coming back I figured that out later in life once gone it doesn't come back for you
Age 10 I became a huge bookworm always head in the books instead of the clouds
I never worried about judgement I was care free and troublesome creature ...
Age 11 I realized makeup and wanted it
I started to wake up from my dream To the real world and what its like I got interested in clothes and shoes and fashion and loved it
Age twelve I got obsessed with makeup ,clothes,fashion,shoes "what all the girls at my school were wearing' and I "had to have it" I got caught up in the cloud of drama...and having a middle school life
Thirteen Im obsessed with modeling and dieting even though
I'm skinny I find out about my friend trying to commit suicide
Im stung by how the real world is...
Nothing like how I imagine my world as a 8 year old in a safe little bubble
How I wish i could go back and appreciate my childhood

Full of promises
Breathing In
Anxious for something new
To meet someone new
Bored sometimes
Twiddling your thumbs
Summer is long
Running and shouting in glee
Summer full of lots of promises
Empty promises yet to be filled
Wishing for tomorrow today
Never wanting the fun to end
Dancing together
Everything else blurs
Blurred Lines except us
Summer is full of promises
Promises kept
Surprises made
Happiness and Memories
Forever Remembered and Cherished
Summer full of fulfilled promises
Waiting
Endlessly
For summer to come again
And bring
once more
Empty Promises
Ready to be Fulfilled

Reasons are why people leave each other
Reasons are why people die
Reasons are why people are left behind
Reasons are why people fail in life
Reasons are why people fail tests
Can't go to college
Their boyfriend dumps them
THEY feel like life doesn't care
Reasons are why their friends don't care
Reasons they feel hopeless
There is always reasons behind everything
Reasons for life reasons for death
Reasons for Hobbies
Just like the Reason I'm writing this
Is to try to make a
difference in the world