I thought I would never see you again I convinced myself I didn't want to I knew it was a lie Every time I breathed those thoughts And then I saw you again
I knew you would remember me Of course you would After all the time we spent together You knew who I was But had very little memory of what happened Especially after the first month
I tried to put the pain away But it burned in my lungs to talk to you It felt like knives along my skin to touch you I couldn't breathe But I pushed through
I thought I'd be mad at you After what you did And how you hurt me I was so sure I'd hate you But it was as if nothing had happened As if no time had passed since it was good
I'd consider you my best friend Sometimes it still hurts I try to ignore it Because being your friend Is worth the pain At least that's what I tell myself
Sometimes I think I might have fallen for you Most times I think that's a terrible thing But I really like you And you don't like me And it ***** But I know you can't change your feelings
I think I should try to forget you I try to not text you ever again I always fail in under a day Missing you is so easy Forgetting you is so hard
I know I should distance myself I know I need space I know you need space I'm aware of what I've done I've tried I'm sorry