I wanted to see your eyes,
the eyes that once shone like diamonds in the sun at the sight of me.
The ones I looked at and saw something more,
something beyond.
When I did,
In your eyes,
I found the answer as to why.
It broke a part of me,
Silently but oh so terribly
my hope,
my love,
my stars and moon
I could never finish my thoughts
But for you I would
I loved you with all
my heart,
my might,
my strength.
With body and soul,
with great modesty and devotion.
In a moment my heart broke to more fractions than it already is,
I lost you
Yet I still wonder if I really did have you to begin with
You have that part of me
I'm not sure I could get back
I'm drowning
And you're no longer there to anchor me to safety