They say we are just a bunch of people who eat lunch together,nothing more
And i don't know
Maybe sometimes we are
But then again maybe we aren't

I want to know how you've been
I want to know what you're doing
If you're having fun, if you're happy
I don't know, I just want to know
Like the way I wanted to know you from the beginning
I care the way no one else would for you
I love you more than anyone can else except for your mom
I wanted you
I may seem cold but I don't mean to be
How can I pull you closer every time you push me away when you won't let me
I love you and I think it's best to set you free
You were never really mine
But we both know you once were
And now, I have to hope– just hope that you're happy
Hope that you're safe
And that you haven't forgotten about me

My heart is broken–I know,
but it can still love you whole okay?

Here I am
Lying on my bed
Staying awake longer than I should be
I think of life, studies, family, friends, myself, but often of you
I think about possibilities
Of you doing what I'm doing right now
Of us going through hardships together
Of a future with each other
I like thinking of them as much as I do
But doubt creeps in and it eats me whole
Will I be enough?
Am I going through with something worth it?
uncertainty
Then when I fight with hope and see the lighter side,
right before I fall asleep
I guard myself again letting my hopes drop
Saying you will never think of me like I do with you

My darling, if only you knew how much I think of you everyday

How every waking moment I say that I'll see you later
Then jump out of bed
You're almost my reason to live

How everything that I randomly see has a connection with you
Then smile
you really left your mark, not on my mind but heart as well

How every time that I'm alone I stare at a remote place
Then realize I'm thinking of you, again
why is it– how did you do it?

How every night before I go to sleep, after I pray, I imagine a life with you
Then drift to a blissful sleep
you made the bad dreams go away

But really how everytime I'm with you
The whole world becomes a distant place and you're the only oneI want to be with
I really love you

My darling, if only you knew how much I think of you everyday, you'll say I'm obsessed