My heart has been broken for too long now.
It seems like an eternity of all now.
Nothing's the same and everythings gone.
But as much as I want this to end somethings wrong.

The brokenness just doesn't feel like normal heartbreak.
Though I know I can never make up for your mistake.

So I'm just stuck
For ever
Wondering how.
It makes my
Feel so
D
  o
   w
      n
         .

Shadows lurk
Shadows hide
Not always being
On the outside

Shadows can steal
Your force to strive
Shadows can steal
Your wish to be alive

Shadows can lurk
Deep in your head
Or loom upon walls
Above your bed

Shadows can take over
The outside at night,
But can shadows take
Your inside sometimes

demons can reisde in parts of your mind,
hidden beneath shadows and thoughts to intertwined.
You may not even know until its too late,
struggling with the crawling, nagging feeling nothing's right

Struggling with the darkest part in your brain
Telling you to do it, but you must refrain
You know you don't want to but you have to believe
One day the demons just have to leave




....don't they?

All those times we spent together
Lost amidst the seas
Of all the times we fought together
Spread like a disease

Infecting all the beautiful
And happy times we shared
Tearing my heart open
The pain undeclared

I wish we could go back In time
And start this life anew
I wish we could go back in time
so I could still have you

I told you so many times over
You made my life complete
You took hardly any notice
when i Left my heart at your feet

You kept on walking forward
Away from all my pain
Deepening the scars
I don't think I can ever
be the same.