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Your spice was nice

Your sugar was sweet

You were nothing nice but
Chemical X felt so loving in defeat..


The main ingredient was alcohol that made me fall

The love from chemical ex held it all

The sweetest demon would give me a different reason to end it all

And through it all,

She cried treason cause i got to preachin, no more demons reachin, hopin my family dont get involved

So she clawed, and gnawed, at a lonely man whos killin himself by his own hand with no reason to tell me why I love her at all.

I lay backwards on a mattress and cry static to God, screamin Im an addict in hopes chemical X dont end it all

I have a son on the way and if i die today he wont even understand it at all..

Please help me




Please
Shane Lease May 22
Am I Relaxing, or am I relapsing?
Who's to say when not even myself knows

But she does
My Ignorance does
All my friends do too

But what makes me keep doing?
What keeps me up at night?
Is my Motivation within my addictions.. or to beat them.
Is it my stress or every past trauma that I give reason.

Nonetheless, I do not know
I Dont have an answer

Do you?
Shane Lease Jan 16
I hate you for the memories I cant erase

The paper planes that hold our secrets landed on my conscience again

Im relapsing,

on the memory of you..
Shane Lease Jan 2
And now it seems like all of my hands are focused on someone new

From the clock to my palm

These hands are for you
Shane Lease Dec 2024
Will you be the tears between my eyelids?

Hold me together when the night wind hits?

Only Sandcastles can fight this..

Where is my water drop bridge?
After October
I'm so ready to start over.
I'm so glad we found each other
I'd be lying if I said
That our love was never true
I always knew
Every time I looked at you
I would need no proof
Cause' I saw the truth.
Just like the leaves, I knew that we would fall.
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