LOVE IN A NUTSHELL

Love---life is about love and relationships
in between there are many rough patches and slips
but he who swims in its unpredictable waters must
not be afraid of drowning—in his own courage he must trust.

sometimes it feels like i'm the one
and all the worry has a reason
i should do something here
something senseful
across the border
over the line
but it's all such a haze
can't see through my eyes
what's happening
maybe someone else can see
help me
the questions of life
i don't belong because
the most people don't let me go
and didn't let me.. so there i go
back into the closet of thoughts
there should be something more
can't believe i'm wrong
or this feeling wouldn't exist
at least not this strong
why am i here?