they said it
and its over
i am done
and i am leaving
to a place i can be freely
i am dancing upon
the waves of pains
a single girl forever
unloved
unheard
unknown
unspoken

im looking for a fighter...
im looking for someone to say
love you too
because ive been alone too long now..
and my pain only grows stronger
and my love grows longer

to be lonely
for you only
dying for you slowly
crying alone

Time can heal a broken heart
Time can heal scars,in part
Time can heal pain
Time can heal shame
Time can heal all the same

i have a box
within,
a message lies for you
these are the secret words
to open the box

when the sun rises
you and I will meet
and when the wind blows
you will know my hearts words

you look at me
smiling happily
in that garden green
ivy and moss
small sweet faires
bluebells and daisys
i love your smile
its woth the while

out on the sunny palm beaches
where ocean to the sands beeseches
the water is perfectly salted
i wish the seaweed was smaller
i shall watch the waves meet the bay

no one loves you
as I do
no one cares for you
  as I do
no one sees you
as I do
no one serves you
as I do
no one hold you close
as I do

saokes my face
in a cold embrace
makes me laugh
its been a day and a half
of rain rain rain
ots sometimes a pain
but i love it!

if you only said
"i love you"
if you only really did
if you only didn't hate me
if you only didn't fib
if you only smiled
if you only laughed
if only i could see you
if only i could live

the hatred
like a matrix
pulls you deeper
trying to climb but it's steeper
no love
you feel below not above
losing all hope
falling into desperation
it feels like suffocation
the hatred of a nation

i want to trust you
to follow you
to be like you
i wanted you to
be my role model
cause i looked up to you
we are only many years apart
but where you end.....
i begin!

do i hurt you
as much as you do me
were my accidential slices
that deep?
i didn't mean for it to go this far
now that it has,i cant depart
i said i was sorry
did you accept?

like walking by a river
singing in the rain
sitting by the lake
having perfect peace

as i walk to school one day
a boy hit me on the way
i asked him why and hit him back
he said
"sorry your beauty gave me a heart attack"

stick up for what you belive
stick up for the friend you belive in
stick up for the ones who cant themselves

live like a bird and fly high
love like a dog,stick close to lovers
laugh like rippling streams
cry like the rain drops from the sky
sigh like the wind in the trees
fly like the leaf in a breeze
stay firm,like a rock in your belief
dance like the stars twinkle

love cannot be replaced
cannot have one taste
its not something to waste
when it's given
the world is shaken
and the tired and depressed awaken

The words of my heart
say i love you
and i care for you
The words of my mouth....

you are special
tell me you
you know a lot
tell me you
you see a lot
tell me you
you want to know me?
I'll tell it all

family loves you most
family cares for you most
family knows about you most
family feels for you most
family annoys you most

i want to runaway
to live on my own
to see on my own
the way to live,
the way to breathe
to love like a human
and not like a rock
to see the places
I've always wanted to see
to go to school
it would be such a breeze
switch my life around
and sit on the ground
work like a person
oh,to runaway

would you take me as i am
broken and shattered
would you take me as i am
beaten and battered
would you take me as i am
done and scattered

fall on me
tell me
everything you wnt me to be
forever in you
forever in me
for everything

i want you to be
everything youve always wanted to be
cause you are you
i am me
so lets be what we were made to be

first love is fun
first breakup is pain
second love is not trusted
second breakup is normal
third love you think you have love
third breakup you never not love
and you never have another

like a breeze
but still
like trees
watery
but dry

seeing for the ones with doubt
is believing
believing for the ones with faith
is seeing

i always wanted you
together we finally
could make our dreams come true
cause anything was possible
when i was with you but
they kept on sayin
we'd never
amount to anything
we had many dreams for the future
i....I'll miss you
and our…
unwound future!
I'll be leaving soon
to another place
all of the dreams
we built up from the ground
they never belived them
they just tore them down

why can't you learn
swearing is bad
and yoi do it alot
in your songs
in your head
i try not to
even if it rhymes
you were a *****
left me in the dust
im all cold hearted
and my slow death has started
so I smiled and said
you're cute but you're dead
you thought you could fool me
mise well pretend to drool about me
you're just a dummy
and because you used me
you will begon to see my other side
that i try to hide
and i cannot lie
i really tried
to not die

my garden
where the lilies laugh
and the daisies are in a daze
and the bluebells look up
and the sweet peas sway in the breeze
and the sunflowers look at the sun
and the roses blush like me!
the lavenders are most purple
and the ivy most green
its so lovely to see
the great garden God made for me!

when he was on the cross
satan thought he won
when he said it was finished
the disciples thought their chance was gone
when he was put in the tomb
the pharisees still didnt think it was over
when he was in the tomb
he was poroclaiming his victory over death
when he arose
satan knew he lost

my head is spinning
because im not winning
this battle in my head
i think im gonna be dead
my pain is taking over
my body's a little fuller

they bloom
in full moon
along with mushrooms
theres no typhoons
just a little daisy
and just maybe
I'll find
i am fading

all my problems
all my insecurities
all my fears
all my hates
all my feelings
and all my loves

living and dying
are both the same
we know through the pain
that our lives cant be lame
we have to have trials
trials and tribulations
like godot said
"i cant see red"
so if were dying
might as well know we're dead

can you see me
can you hear me
because im sinking
under the waves of stress
drowning
in my own sea of depression
save me
cause i know only you can do it
so save me
and heal me

the likeness between us
is nothing less than trust
for eachother we do not lust
but if see eachother,we must

the likeness we have
you cannot spam
it's true together we laugh
as the world we map

i know you feel the wounds of time
you try hard not to show
you fell down and feel so low
i want you to feel better so
i stand by you till the end
and hope your hearts on the mend
cause it isnt the end

how to be bored:
do
    nothing
                  all
                       day

cure : eat;sleep;play video games

rain rain on my face
so sweet and sugary taste
love it so
as the wind blows
so shall my heat beat

When love fails
no hope can prevail
not a smidget of happiness
it brings a sense of lastlyness
like pains zings
it makes your heart sting
all the love fails
like shes leaving setting sail
no love letters
just a feeling of fetters
all the pain and misery
wrapped up in a beautiful mystery

i wanted to give you a gift
the gift of my heart
but you threw it at the floor
and said you wanted something more
so i keep looking
for someone new to pick up the pieces
of my heart
and put them together
for a new start

when somethings too good to be true
I stand still and think
is this real

in london
my little house
drinking coffee
wearing a blue blouse
discussing the next mystery
with professor layton
don paulo has been sinister lately
living in little london

i am falling fast
fastly falling
feeling death
on the tips of my fingers
when i am reaching out for life
beacause death is so beautiful
and life is right
everything i was
was failure
everything i am
is failure
everything i wanna be
is a dream of a failure
because everyone
thinks they are a failure
but failures make this world successful

on the streets
of tokyo
pavement far
as you can go
japanese restraunts
anime stores
my true home
to soon ill go

on the lands
of japan
cheery blossoms
shrines and mountains
my one home
to which ill go
and i will see
beauty galore!

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

let go of the fears of life
let go of the tears of strife
let go of the responsibilities
let go of the immorality
let go of old age
let go and act like youre young
let go and have some fun
let go but don't give up
cause if you fell off that cliff
someone can catch you

grasp the ledge
don't let go
keep up the faith
the wind might blow
the sun setting,getting late
just keep waiting
cause someone may come
and lift you up
so you can see the sun