i wanted to give you a gift
the gift of my heart
but you threw it at the floor
and said you wanted something more
so i keep looking
for someone new to pick up the pieces
of my heart
and put them together
for a new start

I now have faith
to go to lands
I cannot see
but in time
I hope to go
and fulfill
my dreams
in Tokyo…


friendships now…
they cannot fade
but sometimes
mellow away
peace of thought,
hope of heart
we walk anew
a brand new start!

as the days go by
my heart fades
and my silence keeps
as the beauty of the world
passes me by
the love i once felt
holds me to sigh
for when the morning comes
the dreamers awake
the stars fade
as my soul grows still
the sun comes up
and my spirit awaits
for a new day
because if the days go by
without a notice
we are shortning our lives
so let us pick a rose
and enjoy this day
for tomorrow lo,
here in this world will we stay?

I am sorry
because I could not have you
I am sorry
that my love may have weighed you down
I am sorry
you hate me to the highest point
I am sorry
I could not save you from my own sin
I am sorry
you are no longer mine
I am happy
you can live without me
because I can't live without you....

let go of the fears of life
let go of the tears of strife
let go of the responsibilities
let go of the immorality
let go of old age
let go and act like youre young
let go and have some fun
let go but don't give up
cause if you fell off that cliff
someone can catch you

on the streets
of tokyo
pavement far
as you can go
japanese restraunts
anime stores
my true home
to soon ill go

on the lands
of japan
cheery blossoms
shrines and mountains
my one home
to which ill go
and i will see
beauty galore!

the ring
that fell from the high heaven
to be protected and placed
on a finger to save
but it mattered to all and none
were saved

roses are red
violets are blue
im using ink
and writing for you
i do hope you love
words on a page
sing it like this and
you'll find that it rings!
love is like glass
it reflects back to you
so if you love me
i will love you
people do smile
people do frown
but with a laugh
you'll earn a crown!
with crowns will we
be king and queen
with love and laughter!

they go together like
butter and jam
love and joy are the opposites
i feel hated
full of strife
i want to pull out the knife
is it the right choice?
all things dark
blood rings in my ear
but like the anime
i smile
for death
is freedom!

Every time I look at my reflection
I never cease to see my perfection

I try to not feel my vain feelings
Pray to God on my knees,kneeling

Every man I so love
Has said that I am truly above

But in my own mind if you look and see
I think I am truly ugly,ugly as can be!

i am in the unwound future
the opening between time and space
its such a new place
but for mortal its impossible to go to
for i am spirit
a lost soul
i live with love
for love does not fade
over the eternal space
of the future and the past
and love lasts
throughout all of time
can you guess who i am?
i am the one who is never then
the one who never will be
i am now
i am a present
because i am not dead
i wont be dead
i am alive
I Am The Present
a gift for all that can see
to live in the moment
is a beautiful thing

one shot to win
this game im playing in
and would it be a sin
if i really wanted to win?

ever felt pain and hated it most?
like a bad thing you don't wanna taost
but everyone does it,so why can't you?
if everyone say it,it must be true
all the pain and suffering you have had
it also makes others sad
you are not alone in this
is there more to life than this?
you say you love me but pain it brings
all on the outside my heart sings!
because suffering can mean such horrid things
you must keep quiet and happy
so no one will know
all the pain and suffering you had
keep it all in,don't let it show

they are soft
like velvet
or silk
something beauty
cannot defy

red like
cherry wine
in a beautiful
cup of
crystal glass

they smell
like the most
expensive
perfume
in the world

grasp the ledge
don't let go
keep up the faith
the wind might blow
the sun setting,getting late
just keep waiting
cause someone may come
and lift you up
so you can see the sun

care is a feeling all want to feel
because it makes other feel safe beside you
it makes others love to be around you
it makes others feel like they can trust you
be like tanjiro,pazu,azbel,sho and CARE

why does my heart feel so lonely?
because he used to say you were the only
why can't i get out of bed in the morning
cause you keep giving him glory

when my heart aches who will love me?
find someone new to see
what about when promises dont keep?
then a truthful person is good to be

what if all my love comes crashing down
keep your head up and do not wear a frown
so if i love,will there be pain?
yes,but with love,pain is not gain

sad stories
are the ones that make you cry
but for a reason...

In the moonlit graden
I watch and pray
beacuse all my dreams have
faded away
the nodding bluebells
the dancing liles
for you I fell
although it sounds silly

Another day
again I'm saying it's gonna be ok
Another day
just trying to last is what I'm tryna say
Another day
runaway thoughts again swirling in my head
Another day
show me why I shouldn't try

the lightning flashes
the window bashes
the thunder roars
so we stay indoors
rain is falling
my phones dead
so no ones calling....