getting used to getting used
ain't that ******* sad

tired of being too tired
to enjoy what i have

waiting just to wait some more
it can't be that bad

it's breaking my heart to break the ties
i never really had

wanting to want you
like you're the only savior

walk it off or walk away
come back never or later

sorry for being sorry
it's just part of my nature

good people do good things
to get rewarded for their behavior

imagine a forever that goes on forever
and you will lose your mind

pieces of me to piece your self back together
solving your puzzle destroys mine

running from them while you're running from me
almost keeping our paces in time

loving someone that is loving someone else
swearing one day they will realize

they don't love you because you don't love yourself
stuck in a lonely loop

why do you only have you
when your biggest is enemy is you

lie to them so they will lie to you
because you can't face the truth

hurt them like they hurt you
but is that really what you want to do

he's sad so your sad
but you are still alone

calling his phone while they're calling your bluff
silence and a ringtone

face to face then skin to skin
but you don't feel it in your bones

you got what you wanted but its not what you wanted
confused and don't know where to go