DEAR LOVE,
  I know you are out there somewhere. My heart hasn't stopped crying since you left and I have been alert to my phone just in case you message me. I know you cant get in touch with me but hopefully in this month that you are going to be gone you can see this wherever  you may be. Every night I will write to you and tell about my day till i see you again. Please come back soon and safe,
          Today I started to read the book about Quantum Physics and wow it made me realize how everything reminds me of you. You love my nerd talks, getting lost in the maze inside my light brown eyes with not even a clue about what I'm talking about. I also watch just one episode of "Jane the ******' I know, I know I'm not suppose to watch it with out you but it reminds me of the last time after a long day at work when you made me sat down with you and watch it. I enjoyed watching it with you. Also i decided to do Laundry today, didn't go so well I was so distracted thinking of you that i forgot the detergent and realize after the washing machine started so I ended using this old lady's detergent and now my cloths smell like old lady.  Now its night, i cant sleep and I know your dreaming of me baby because legend says " When you cant sleep at night. Its because you're awake in someone else s dream".  
                                                       ­             My Love please come back soon,
                                                           ­                             Your Fiance

Vanessa your the Truth, so I'm just being Honest,
You treat me like a King so that's why your my Highness,
Your hugs are so Warm and your kisses are the Finest,
With lips so Soft and Red,
Your Figure and Beauty all stuck in my head ,
Because your the only thing shining through the Darkness,
That with out you my World would be filled with Sadness.

The universe itself is nothing but a mighty orchestra playing a song.
in 3/4 time.
Time? isn't time relative?
Because you gave me a forever in four years.
That was my REVIVAL and now your dreams, hopes and everything that made you beautiful is a part of me.
Buried within me like the scars on your wrist and in your heart.
But like all scars, they heal.
And now I'm picking up the crumbs life has left behind.
and I hope one day they lead back to you.

Sometimes you have to make life worth Living,
Not let life worth Leaving you.